okAy, haven't been updatiNg.
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wEll, lYfee now is mUch strEssful thAn i've evEr eXpected it to be.
its liKe wOoo. hMk aFter hMk, tEst aFter tEst.
hMm, qUite dEmoRalised bY a-mAths tOdAy, iT was a 2 hR papEr. tOtaLly cant believe i sat tHere fOr 2 hRs dNg tHat papEr.
okAys, sErioUsly. mOSt oF the tEacheRs wEre mUch niCer than lAst yR.
tOtaLly.

oHh, mE aNd sereNe hAd lIke 4 hRs oF a-mAths tUtiOn yEsterday. and tHe tUtiOn eNd at lIke 12.00 aM. loLs.
hAd red bean sOuP tHen her daDdy fEtCh mE hMe. sO we aLl lIke rEach sCh lYk sUper lAte tOdAy.
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bUt i tHink iTs lIke nO matter hOw sTrEss it is, iTs lIke fRiends aRd u keEp u gNg. yUups. tOtalLy tHink sO.

oHh i gt mY pink mp3 (((:
tOtaLly keep me gNg mAn.
iTs creatiVe zEn v seriEs.
lOLs.
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oHh, and tO aLl 4e1 ppL:
wHen thEre's geog hMk tO be haNded in, pLs liKe hAnd in urselF la.
man! dAmn siAn tO gO aRd collectiNg fRm ppL, esp tHoSe wHu liKe have gt dumb attitUde.
BOOS.
i'm geog rEp ((:

SERENE TAN: I WANT MY BK MEAL. ;D

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hAppy nEw yEar.
hAd a sUper haPpy hApPy dAy.
wEnt tO ciNe, hEe-rEn, mAriNa sQuAre, ciTy liNk, tM, cS wiTh sHan.
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tHAnks fOr pAstAmaNia aNd gElare iCe-cReam.
lOve u lOts.
<3s.


gNg tO boOk muMmy's b'dAy cHaLet tMrr.
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i gUess u siMpLy jUst lEft. aNd iTs sTatEd so cLeArLy tHAt sHe wAs the onLy persOn tHAt u nEed. sO dUn liE tO me yAhh.

mAybE wE'Ll aLl aCt lIke eVerytHiNgs fiNe.
mAyBe dEep dOwn u rEaLiseD tHAt wE aInt the sAme.
mAyBe tHinGs wouLdn'T bE the sAme iF we diDnt Kept siLeNt
mAyBe iN uR eYes, iT wAs aLl aBt hEr.
mAybe iN tHe first pLace, bestiEst bEstiE diDnt eXisT.
mAybe tHe promiSes diDnt mEan aNytHinG tO u.
mAyBe iT wAs aLl mY illuSion.
bUt..
The fAct iS jUst thAt i wAnT uR aTtentiOn.
ur cOmpany jUst mAde mE sMiLe.
uR mOves gEts mE jEalOus.
uR eVerytHing jUst sumhOw mAttered sO mUch..
ppL cUm and gO.
bUt u jUst sTayEd..
dEep dEep dOwn.

i oBsErvEd aNd i rEalIsed.
aNd
maybe its aLl ovEr.

(: sHopPinG's gReaT.
bUt i miSs s'PoRe. lOls.
okAys, bUt dAd's sUper uNrEasoNaBLe aNd iTS liKe pIssinG eVerybOdy.
tOok lOtsa pIcs, wiLl uPlOad sOon.
oKAys. tHAts aLl.
uPdAted.
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;( meTaL sTrUgGLe iS bAd. bOOs.
siNcE duNno wHEn.. i'm wAitiNg, hopinG fOr sUmtHing. =(((

okAys, tOdAy wEnt tO gRandMa hSe tO cElebRate siS, dAd aND gRandma's B-dAy. aTe lotsa stUfF wHich rEsulTed iN tHe' fAt feEliNg'
wElL, kiNdA dEpreSs tOdAy.
bUt i pAckEd aLl my bOoks aNd nOtEs. (:

iF u'rE uNwilLing tO aCkNowlEdgE a pRobLem
oR iF u'Re uNwiLling tO aCknowlEdgE
a sELf-dEstructiVe eMotiOn.
iT wUn gO aWay
evEn iF uR 'mEntAl eYe' iS cLoseD :(