hmm, had a really really long ay yesterday.
felt very selfish, totally.
she once like you, you like me and i like him and he's just playing with his life.
what the fuck.

i was never so wild, knowing that we're just playing, yet i still went further than what i'm supposed to just to leave an impact. just hoping that you would stop and turn ard to take a look at me. i guess its just all my foolish thoughts.
LOL, but yesterday was great. we had a perfect time. you ask if i could be yr girl. HAHHS. as much as i love to, no.
i need a boyfriend that'd be serious . i want love not lust. :) dont think you'd be reading this.

i'd just tell myself that TODAY will be a brand new day, today i'd start some revision. and today, would be that first day that you'd not matter so much anymore. i've learn the dirrerence between love and lust.

for this lesson, i lost one very precious friend that would fly over just to see me smile, someone that would tell me the dumbest thing, someone that once called me at 2.22 to make me smile, someone that understands my sorrows. the sad thing is that my unhappiness is caused by him and when its shared with you it'd tend to build up ur unhappiness. Hmm. sorry for making you seem like a fool. whether you read this, i just wanna say that all that you've done will be remembered. thanks wings. and i'm really very very sorry.


thanks robert and serene foralways being there.
oh ya, thanks melody soh for like waking me up 3 times when i'm asleep and thanks so much for hearing me out the whole time.
i love you guys lots.

i got to start studying, i'd start at 3.00 later.
all the best everyone.
:D its over, we're just attracted to each other physically. this, i finally understand.

for this ugly and lousy post, i've decided to use ugly colours.

i wanna say..

:D i'm not that racist afterall. LOL

i taught her how to skate.

anyway, one little msg to you.

though your comments have zero impact to me. TOTALLY.

but still, i really hope you'd think abt ur criticism toward friends ard.

are you as good?

are you that admirable?

does anyone even think that you're a godness?

do you NOT have any faults?

and the BIG qns is.

are you BETTER than me?

i've got lotsa of things to point out as well but..

oh well, i dont wanna take you down.

how can you like act like those comments are like some praises?

MAN!

thats like cool in a SUPER UNCOOL way~

and i definetely do not look up to that.

i hope you can THINK.

i tried my best to tolerate this fault of yrs.

don't not try your luck and exceed what i can take.

(:

:D okay.

just got back frm skates. and then i've got indians

telling me that they are from NOBLE INDIAN PRIMARY.

woo~

LOL.

been slacking since mock's over. like from then till

now. LOL.

i'd start SOOON. ((: i had damn super a lot of fun

these days. HAHH.

super into baking COOKIEEE.

OKAY!

yesterday.

went to serene hse after schoool. BAKED AND DID

CARDS. acutally was supposed to have tution. shihui

came over BUT BUT BUT... LOL. we didnt want to. so

pratically, she came to watch us bake and make

CARDSSS. (:

then had late night PIZZA delivery. LOL. i shall let

the few pics do the talking. :D





they feels like family *-* eh, i'm not the only one who does STUFF like that. :D
:D LOVE ME FOREVER-thank you!
this is like maybe 1/50 of the total cookies baked *)THE CARDDDDDDDSSS

Looking pass at all the pics. LOL. i remembered

this.

ITS THE NIGHT STUDY DAYS. :D((: si min and jas. totally need them to live.

my great friends that see me though it all.from

barbies to boyfriend,from happiness to

shartteredness, from loved to unloved. from a little

girl to a semi-woman.

LOVESSS.

sometimes, i feel super unloved. :(

anyway, if the truth hurts then lie to me.

And

if you're gng to lie, pls do not leave me in doubt.

Lol.
this is cool cause like i'm bloging from phone :)
anyway, i got a new phone.
oh. Got back results already. Yup, kinda neutral with my. And like people that are not too satisfied, buck up yea? Don't be so dishearten. :)
and miss ling is like so SUPER NICE to treat us ice cream! *-*

went out with jas and si min. Had yoshi and did a little catching up with each other's life. And somehow everyone's attached-like except me. :S
lol.
I'd upload pics when i'm using the com cause this phone like a little foreign. :D

so, i shall face my social studies craps tmr. I'll start to study soon. :)

DEDICATION TO MY DEAREST SERENE :D
happy 16 birthday sweetie.
i really really hope you'd GROW UP kk.
anyway, i seriously treasure our friendship a whole damn lot.
like after every every thing, and after all those quarrel and pissness and all.
i still love you as much, or maybe even more.
thanks for:
hearing me out.
enduring my lameness/weridness and madness.
for being so real to me
for feeling my sorrows and joys
for trying so hard just for me
for letting me know how special i am
thanks for showering me with all your love and care.
((:
i wanna asurre that you are a really really great friend.
and a really really important one.
like you said, i left footsteps in your heart and you really left FOOTSTEPS, deep deep ones in my too.
i'm sorry for all my attitues.
for all my unreasonable acts
and for all that infant and suan-ing stuff.

:D okay.
i think its enough.
so..
LOVE ME FOREVER okay.
lets never ever quarrel again.
and please be touch to read this.
((:

my most precious gem *-*

anyway, my day was GREAT :DD

but screwed up the ss paper BADLY.

i handed up drawings. LOL.

i shall blog another time.

LOVE ME LOVE YOU LOVE US.