today's pathetic. i'm losing grip, ur ignorance is making me sick.. we're driftingg far apart.): we're no longer like the past, long hour on phone. msgin almost every hour. whats happening?. mabe to u its perfectly fine but i'm dyingg. maybe u dun realise it at all..=(, onlY if i could turn back the clock, i wann the heritage day to cum again.. i wanna be together, just the 2 of us.. tmrr is the 3th month. do u care?. aren't u excited?.. maybe i'm crazy,but once again its all burstingg out.. i burstingg.. i cant hold back anymore.. i always thought i could just smile and everything would be alright, but it isn't.. nVm.. this are all craps.. i'm shattered, totally torned apart.. i'm dead~. i cant live without u..=/.. nVm..i'll just smile and tell myself everythings fine. nthing's wrong.. sHirUi <3> minghaN. lOving sUmoNe mAke u strOngEr, anD hEarTs lIve bY bEiNg woundEd..