hMmm, fEw mRe dAys tO 4 mThs..tHen fEw mOre weEks to eXam.. liKe juSt oVer oNly lA, a nEw eXam iS cUmin oN tHE wAy.. crAp.
i owe you an explaination and i dunno how to tell you in person so wrote it here,okay, i know you dun understand whhy did i do this.. , i think its like cus things change and so does ppl.
both of us change and we no longer used to be what we were..and sumtimes i just feel like u always let history repeate and like i dun wann ani of us to go through what me and mel go through and so i think we shant get back, like what u say at first.. after so long, i finally could stop depending on you and like i dun wanna depend on you like i use to, and also i dun wana you to start depending on me becus i dun wan history ta repeate, i know if we depend on one another again. the same thing will happen.i dun wan history to repeate itself.and to me u can onli have one bestfrend, and now my bestfriend is pei shan becus no matter what she's always there. and maybe its becus both of us change, i just couldn'te myself when i'm with you now..
sry if i cant be there fer you like i used to be, i've already promise myself nt to leave peishann no matter what cus i believe she'll always be dere.. and yup..i can always be there when you need a friend but we wun be like the past. sumtimes i seriously think you realy shld cherish friends ard you.. hope you can understand.. i thought of the past and what you tell me on the phone and i think its like we wun be like what we were la, becus we got to built up everything and besides i've got shan already.. so its like i didnt give u as much attention as last tym is like .. maybe i learnt a lot during that 5 mths of cold war..
maybe i should try explaining to u in person cus it sounds a bit lame here.. lols..
aniway, thanks marlene and sry fer the attitude..(;
`learn frm ur mistake..