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aFtEr whAt u sAy oN tHe pHonE, i kNew tHere wEre teArs in mY eyEs bUt i gOt tO bE sTrOnG.. i cOntRoLled mY teArs mY eMoTiOns aNd tElLing mYsElF eVerytHinG wAs fiNe.. bUt iT sOoooOOooo iSn'T.. aRGGGhhhhHhhHhhhHhhHHHhh.. sAy whAtevEr u wAnnA sAy, oNcE iTs bRoKen its bRoKen?.. i'M tOtalLy shAttEred, cAnt bE woRse thAn thESe... fArkIn liFe iN thIs sHitfIed woRLd.. i cRy, i cRy anD i cRy.. i gOt tO leArn hOw tO stOp cRyiNg oNe dAy, lEArN tO lIVE mY own lIFe dEPENDING oN nOnE bUt mYsElF... wHAt aM i tO U mAn?....... bOOOOO~
fEEl sO sHit nOw, crAp.. pRoBabLy iTs mY fAuLt fOr mAkintHeSe wHoLe tHiGy so dIfFicULt fEr boTh oF uS.. anD i kNow i sUcK.. mOOdLEsS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thiS iS sO siCKEniNg. i'M sO bAdLy nOt okAy.. whAts wrOng wiTh mE?? thIs iS sOOO crAp.. aRRHHs sICKENING loRR......