itS likE i'm dYin..
sErioUsLy.
i know i'm important but i just feel so damn unimportant can..
cUs iTS lIKE bEtwEen 2, tHEre cAn oNlY bE oNE lA hUh.. sUmtiMEs..
aNd iTS lIKe dIffErEnt cLAss And stuFf MAke mE gO liKE.. whAt THe hElL lA..
tHE dRiFtiNg tHinGy iS juSt tHere lA, sUmtiMes iTS lIKE i'm sOrrY bUt i jUSt cAnt HElp iT..
cUs aLl oF uS aRe juSre dRiftiNg aPArT.
hAte to aDmIt bUt iTs tRuE..


aNd riGht mY studiES iS lIKe. i'M LOST. MAn! bEiNg iN tHis clAss IS lIKE ExTRa WrK And StUfF aNd iTS lIKE nO MAtTer hOW mUch eFfoRt u pUt iN. eVeryoNe sEems tO bE sMArtEr. iTs lIek sO dEnmOralIsiNg cAn/. aHhHH~ sO oFf lA.
tHis wOrLd IS sO iRriTAtiNg nOw.

oKAy, 8 mThs pASs. wHcH iS lIKe wEve sPend 8 mThs tOgEthEr. bUt i jUSe cAnt firgURe oUt wHy i fEel mORe And mORE in-SEcurE. yES, i'M aFrAid bUt wOuLd iT mAke thiS bEttEr?
wHAa..
sOrry i;M liKE sUpEr nEgAtiVe nOw lA. wTh.. iTs lIKE i;M tirEd oF qUArReLinG aNd sTuFf but iT JUrse wUn sEems tO eNd.. i';VE nV rEgRet, i'm jUrse tRyiNg hArDer tHAn bEfoRe tO hOld oN. hMMmm.. aNd liKE sUmtiMes i jUsT neeD u tO bE tHEre aND tO uNdErsTAnd lA.


i wAn u tO kNOw tHAt iT hUrts bUt i jUSt cAnt cRy lOuD eNoUgh fOr u tO hEAr, aNd rIght sUmtiMEs i reAlLy i wISh i cOULd wAlk aWay aNd tElL u iTs aLl oVer, bUt i kNOw i wUn bE aBlE tO dO iT bEcUS i kNOw u wUn cUm aFter mE aND i gUess thAts whAts hUrts tHe mOst.

mANn!