had a happy happy day in the morning. watch ju-on,swam then like eat lots of stuff. after that went out to eat with grandma, granddad, sister and cousin. heeh, had claypot rice. went for ice cream sumwhere in holland.

when u wana leave, what can i say right?. its already falling apart. i need you, yes i really did. but its just the thing in ur heart that u face. i did nothing, but u jurse cant bring urslf to believe. i've tried hard. i really did. but the accusasion really hurt badly. seems like its sumthing that nobody can change, not even me. i'm tired but becus of u i hang on but when u say u wanna leave it really did tored me apart. i really felt hopeless, its like so alone. like everythings just so fake. its all a dream. u'll eventually lose it. i've lost u. its like equals to losing half og my world but so what?. whats the pt of holding u back when like history will repeat itself. looks the relationship that we built up jusre aint stong to hold us together through every storm. well, i'm srry for being so unreasonable and hot-tempered and for being so childish and not understanding. but now i need u more than ever but its just the tym that i cant call u. cant msg u like before. it really suck. ahhhhhh.. i'm sorrry as well.