=(( u're affecting me.
i know i'm not supposed to feel affected, i know i shouldn't ask,i know i'm not supposed to feel upset over it, i know i shan't care. but i cant help it.
i feel like we're different. its like you're so near yet u seemed so far, i dun really know u anymore. ;( i need you but u are there but not there, sumhow.
i'll stay strong, i dun wanna cry anymore. its tiring. =((((((((((((((((