NOONE WAS THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE SO BADLY.
NOT YOU, NOT HER,NOT THEM AND NOT EVEN HIM.
FUCKING BAD.
DAMN SHIT!
AND THEN NOW COMES THE STUDYING PART.
LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!!
THIS IS LIKE FORCING YOUR BRAIN TO KILL ITSELF.
I HATE IT WHEN THE SKY TURNS DARK.
I HATE IT WHEN I'M ALONE.
I HATE TO WAKE UP AND KNOW THAT MID YEAR IS COMING AND NO TYM IS LEFT TO WASTE.
I HATE TO BE IN ALL THIS STRESS.
I HATE TO GO THRU WHAT I'M EXPERIENCING NOW.
I HATE IT WHEN I NEED TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT I'M AFFECTED BY YOU.
I HATE IT.
SUPER VERY FUCKING HATE IT.
I WANT MID YEAR TO GO
I WANT YOU TO STOP AFFECTING ME.
I DON'T WANNA FEEL DEPRIVED OF LOVE.
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING
I WANT TO BUY PINK STUFF
I WANT BAGS, SLIPPERS, HEELS, SKIRTS, DRESS.
I WANT MY CHOCO HELLO PANDA.
I WANT TO GO CHATUCHAK.
I WANT ICE CREAM,SWEET,COTTONCANDY AND LOVE.
I WANT TO BE NATURALLY HAPPY.
I WANT TO FEEL LUCKY BEING ME.
I DON'T WANT SO FEEL SO EMPTY AND ALONE.
I WANT TO BE IN CONTROL OF MY LIFE.
I FEELING FUCKINGLY SHIT NOW
I'M JUST A LIVING DEAD AT THIS VERY MOMENT.
FEELING THE WORSE OF THE WORSE.
THE SHITTEST OF THE SHIT.
EVERYBODY CANJUST DIE NOW!