Monday, May 21, 2007

well, i'm updating after a long long time.
i felt so much, ponder enough.
its time that i've to let go.
i think i shant waste any more of my precious time on you.
i'll let you see that its not my lost.
i didn't lose you, you are the one that lost me-the beautiful me.
i won't cry because its over,

i'm going to smile because it happened.
or maybe i should just convince myself that you never existed.
i was all alone from the begining.
well..
now, i just want to keep smilling to the people that i love.

okay, mid year results yea?
well, i did fine.
kinda screwed up amaths paper one.
and ike i totally messed up e maths.
but well,
i fairly pass both la.

didnt fail any subject. ((:
and..
i got 4th in class FROM THE FRONT.
and 5th in the level.
*-*
now, i just got to start preparing for chinese Os.
i like seriously very wanna like get an A so like i dont have to retake.

BLESS ME!
i promise to do something tmr. [:

my eye is like fcuking irritaing.
its like it swell la, for like NONONO reason and then like i got to come home.
so i'm like at home doing nothing besides EATING?
i like ate plentyplenty of sushi and like crackers and maggi.
i'm kinda bored so like i finsh one huge bottle of marina grape.
OHMAN! i didn't know i ate so much la.
its like my eye can just go bang the wall and die.
i think i like look like some CREATURE now can.
and peishan tottally just laugh at it like its some kind of joke.
like WHAT~

i'm going to curl my hair when i go thailand.
i'm going to buy many many many clothes.
i'm going to be happy again.
i'm going to be preetier than before.
i'm going to smile everyday.
i'm not going to come up with any more brillent plan which always backfire in the end.
i'm not going to do anything that will leave me in regret.
i'm gong to study hard and do well for Os.
i'm going to treasure people that treasure me.
you'd see, just wait and see.
i'm going to do everything that i say i'm going to do.
(((:
the next time that we run in to each other again,
i'll proudly say.
i'm doing great without you. [:


i went out with melody on friday.
went to east coast to collect my pay then like from there we wanna head to bugis.
then melody was like 196 can go.
so like we waiting for the bus la.
and then after like 1/2 hour, we realised that we're waiting for the bus in a bus stop without bus?
its more like bus shelter la, no bus will stop there la.
i seriously dont get it la, i think the bus shuld just STOP?
and then we walk to the next bus stop and like wanna take 196 then the uncle was like 196 nv go bugis. walk to the main road and take 197.
like what the fuck!
so in the end we took CAB.
LOL.


oh and then we took neoprints ((:
maybe i'll upload our neoprint one day.
the freaking machine totally piss the hell out of me la, SERIOUSLY.
its like the deco part is pissing.
you see, you are like faced with some foreign language and a retard-which is melody la
and then like i kinda wanna delete something and then the retard was like okay, just press that.

and so like i just press that la?
then the stupid machine TERMINATED my pen.
so i can't do anything since my pen was terminated.
and the worse part is melody like don't know how to deco la.
she's like drawing and erasing?
like what~?
and then like i'm super piss la.
TOTALLY.
and then the machine like didn't let us choose the pic that we want can.
so there's one pic with disfigured face.
cause i was like trying one diff functions.
LOL.
then my face was deformed,
so i decided to deform mel's face too.:DD
so we like labelled that as unwanted pic so we like tried all diff kind of functions on that pic la.

and guess what?
IT WAS PRINTED OUT. xDD
ya~
but i was happy la, seeing melody laugh her lungs out in the MRT.
i had fun. [:
thanks melody soh eh hui the concave.

met my dearest peishan on sat. (:
played with hair curler and make-ups.
:DD
went to 7-11 to get nachos.
and then like i was like playing with the cheese thingy, and then i accidently pressed TWICE.
so when i went to the caisher to pay, the indian lady was like you press cheese twice?
i was like DUH!
((:
i think i kinda piss her off.

LOL
then i went to the court to get my blades.
*so much happened*

ya.
anyway, thanks shan for being so there.
we'll watch that lesbian show tgt some day kk, like before i go thailand la. ((:
you reached for my hand and touch my heart.
so i want you to be my bestfriend forever and ever.
i LOVE you lots BESTIE- even though you laugh at my eye like its some kinda JOKE.
i'm nice i'll forgive you.\
remember to thank me for the sushi treat ahh.
you EVIL ASS.

*-*

oh, thanks robert for helping me. (:
i know you totally loveme :DD
and also thanks for peing me today and feeling what i'm feeling when you see my eye.
ya la, serene thanks a lot as well.
LOVES.
okay! everyone is having chinese intensive programme now :(
i'm like fucking bored.
i guess i'd just continue EATINGG :D

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