Thisissuchastupidday.
I've learnt that no one would bother to cheer you up. Not even the closest. I've always been there, but i really wonder. How many times were the closer ones there? Everyone is like only caring about their grades. Nothing really seemed to matter more than that. And man! The whole world is fucking fake la. Seriously. Boo. I was shock, i never thought you'd be in my fake list. I'm disappointed and agitated with.... Like the whole world. This is sickening. I can't study and i'm eating and eating and eating. And does anyone ever bothers? Well, practically not. How great. Okay, the whole world can ltru continue to study actually. it kinda make some sense now. I finally feel the selfishness in friends. Hah. I shall start studying tmr.