i finally realised that the only people that will really understand me are those that i grow up with..
1. robert
2. serene
3. sister yao
4. mother
5. jasmin
6. mel-sometimes luh..
yup, maybe im feeling like that cause like im in a alone, lonely and forced to be independent state.
HAH.
im busy with work that adults do,
i confused with acts that adults put up,
im frighten by how im so stressed up and afraid.
i wanna be a proper teen, like suddenly.
i miss my friends, my family, my real ral laughter.
i miss people that is of the same level as me.
i dont like to think so many times before i speak.
i dont like to entertain customers when im unhappy.
i dont like it anymore when i cant be myself.
so often i'm behaving like how im expected to be.
but not who i am.
omg.
i think im nuts.
always when i say i think i like singapore more, i think im happier there.
i will cry.
and its quite serious.
:(
BOO.
maybe cause like china is really really a tough place to live in.
YUP.
like work work and work.
in 20 days, i only felt realy happy for like 1/2 day.
That 1/2 day was when i got to go shopping.
YA.
this is lame.
i thought im a bravly strong girl,
but somehow..
i feel that im terribly wrong.
hmmm..
i know i will be okay.
well, i have to.

Got to go to the market already.
this is SUNDAY.
and im WORKING.
this is MADDENING.
okay.
anw, i slept for 30 mins yesterday and its serene tan's fault.
i was watching the FROG PRICE show and its HERS!.
HAH.
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LOVE ALL AS ALWAYS.
((: cause i know where ever i am, i know you guys still care and i'm important.
i feel bonded with you guys even when i am like lots of KMs away.