Its 7.30 and pretty dark here in. How is it going over there? I wonder.
There's no stars in the sky and its preety dark over here.
I'm sitting by the pool, writing theses.
Then i realise, how much i miss all of you.
No, this is not a song.

Recently, i feel messed up.
Like Final's coming up.
And i've piled up my assignment and i'm not motivated to start.
I got problems with wanting to stay in the hostel and getting a license.
I miss the people back there quite majorly.
My Dad is being quite assholic.
I'm not organise, i feel fat.
I want time to stop for awhile.
I want to be in my own world and be that kiddy Yao for awhile..
Just a little while.
I need a little time off.
A little cuddle, and a little love.
I dont want to hear noises, hear voices that scream my faults.
i feel tired and dead.
I seek advice, desperately.
but i'm always stucked with making my own final decision.
Something in me is bringing me down.
i dont know.
And the last and the worst :
I HAD A SHITY HAIR CUT 6 hours ago.:(

I'm half way through my psychology crap and haven't started by EC, The assignment due date is like driving me mad.i want to go back to changkat now.

i feel lousy these day.