wOots.. juse came back frm marlene, went there to swim with melissa.. haha. yesterday my parents were like farked up can?.. i feel so restricted la.. and like i cant do anithing, i cant go aniwhere. wth lorr. asshole parents. thats yesterday, todays is okie already. went to swim with mel, we swim cum play frm 1.30-2.45, first tym so onns lorr, we swim 10 laps.. hahah.. acutally we plann to swim 20 de, but didnt have strong determination and besides the distance is too far liao le. arhaha those are crap, the reason why we didnt complete 20 laps is cus no strength.. hahah.... and mel forget ta bring her +++ then she cant change after that.. a bit brainless lorr..=x.. lols..ya la.. partly is cus i nv say we;re going ta change after that buthen whu so stupid dunno that after swimmin mus change?..lols..k la..shan't start the suan-in..
yesterday is a crazzy day, its the last day of common test and like durin eng, like ppl cry cus they fail eng.. lols.. a bit werid lorr.. like cry cus of reasult?.. thats cool.. meet ming han after schh, drank bubble tea.. hahah.. finally lorr hor dear?.. after so long..(:.. then went to east pt, then went back to sch canteen, i do art, he study.. but ended up talking and crappin most of the tym.. hahah..then he went fer his mock, i went fer dance.. the costume is like blacckk totally..lols.. then we meet again after dance, i went fer friday rendevous, he went homee. hahah.. we walk frm interchange to the place lorr, lu tu yao yuan.. lols.. but it seems to be shorter when he's ard..=).. then he went home.. hahah.. rendevous was like cool la.. so happening lorr.. lols.. then we meet after that again, hahah.. first tym meet so many times.. lols.. aniway thanks fer that milk tea dear.. hmm.. then we walk a long way la.. took bus, and dere.. the seperation part.. hmmm..i hate the seprating, only if we could just be together always lorr.. every min.. that'll be cooler than cool.. lols.. yupp.. lols..its like lazyy ta carry onn.. i love you, and i cannt do without you..

everythings like so fine lorr.. loLs.. like in the first place nthing's wrong, i like ponder and like totally think a lott.. haha.. and like sryy dear. everytime when i think too much u gt to try to like console me and explain.. lols..i know its bad. but thanks, for all the comforting..=) and the hug yesterday too..(;.. today play paint till mad can? during art, we got a of left over paint then like we were thinkin what will it be like to touch paint, so, i dipped a finger into the paint..thEn 4 fingers then the whole hAnd.. lols then the whole arm..so its like we started off with a finger then ended off with the whole arm..so we like smack each other's hand on the way to the toilet until ou like uniform is totally polluted. aRhahah..the whole thing was funny. laugh till cry lorr.. and the shan is that culprit that stained my uniform. lols.. went to toilet to wash up and then the whole uniform was like wet, but hers is even worse. =x.. late fer 35 mins fer the next lesson.. loLs..

today's pathetic. i'm losing grip, ur ignorance is making me sick.. we're driftingg far apart.): we're no longer like the past, long hour on phone. msgin almost every hour. whats happening?. mabe to u its perfectly fine but i'm dyingg. maybe u dun realise it at all..=(, onlY if i could turn back the clock, i wann the heritage day to cum again.. i wanna be together, just the 2 of us.. tmrr is the 3th month. do u care?. aren't u excited?.. maybe i'm crazy,but once again its all burstingg out.. i burstingg.. i cant hold back anymore.. i always thought i could just smile and everything would be alright, but it isn't.. nVm.. this are all craps.. i'm shattered, totally torned apart.. i'm dead~. i cant live without u..=/.. nVm..i'll just smile and tell myself everythings fine. nthing's wrong.. sHirUi <3> minghaN. lOving sUmoNe mAke u strOngEr, anD hEarTs lIve bY bEiNg woundEd..

tOdAys sKit wAs lIke aLriGht.. eVerYtHinG tuRnEd oUt tO bE fiNe. yEstErdaY rEhErsaL wAs fuNny.. yUp..wEnt to sEe thE aUdiTioNs aFter sChOoL..maKinG cheEze cAke nOw,gOing tO bRiNg to sChoOl if its lIke eDibLe..(:

didnt went to school on friday cus was sick..lols..den yesterday was like a nice day, dance club was invited to this erm.. heritage walk thingy to perform. like malay dance, band and dnce club was invited la.. reported in school at like 11.00 then practice dnce till 12.15 like that then went lunch with shan, jac, jia,car and mel..yup..then the make up time..lols..once again tears flow when putting eye liner, haha..then got everything ready den took the bus to that place la..the singapore river there..its like clerk key..but dunno how ta spell..=x..on the bus was like noisy can?..and we found out sumthing..when shean stop makin noise then u count..1,2,3,4,5..its like before 5 seconds.. he'll start talking de loRr..hAha.. they were singing la..at the back of the bus..with cat, melody,ini..i think..yup..then shanaz was tellin ghost stories..sumthing like that la..then reach already we tried out loRr..first tym everyone was dancing la..then the second try out i was like onli standing there..didnt really dance la..cus like its like hot lorr under the hot sun..like sum retard like tat.. but iits also partly cool la..in a way..then we went to seven eleven to get drinks..we got big glup..totally funny can?..the caisher was just in front of the big glup there..we acutally can like drink then refill then drink then refill..until we were satifised..aHAaha.. den went back to the reporting area..to do make up..hahah..so cool..first tym in 14 years i help so many peeps to make up lorr..but the process of make-up-ing was like omg..hahah..yup then band played 'tong hua'..loLs..its like nice lorr..then followed by malay dancer then DAncE cLub.. hahah..its like so nice la..nt even nervous at all..hahah..buthen sadly we cant stay fer the fire wrks..den ont he way back we found out that the dance make up kit was like left behind..lols..then meet mh after that, sent me hme..then he took cab back to meet his friend..hhaah.. had a graeat tym la..=)..hais..then today's going to be a slacking day..cus i nv go fer kotekitai cus my voice is like bad la..loLs..like voice broke..lols..yup la..i gt to like tsart studyin fer common test liao..but like i'm so nt startin..going to start chinese SOON.. i totally hate mojo can?..totally 'pretty' lorr..=)..