Quick one, cause lappy running out of batt.
Conclusion is that i will not be in for another mind game base relationship, so yeah!
had 4 hrs of continuous exam today, when the whole thing ended, it was like.. okay. I gave birth. LOL.
had Ec1 and then psycho straight, there isn't even time to pee.
Ya. so my finals, i left with maths :D
so quite relieved and i'm happy with my papers today although my hand was like trembling after the exams.
Hmm.

So, i shall go get diamonds soon! Wee.
Going get a new phone!- some cheap cool model.
Get my Mac makeups!
Im excited to go back to singapore.

Went to walk ard and relieve stress with uni friends. :D
then went to visit P nib, thought she was unwell, happy that she's fine.

Having major sche in the left side of my tummy.
K, thats all.
Lastly,

Happy Belated Cherry (:

Its 7.30 and pretty dark here in. How is it going over there? I wonder.
There's no stars in the sky and its preety dark over here.
I'm sitting by the pool, writing theses.
Then i realise, how much i miss all of you.
No, this is not a song.

Recently, i feel messed up.
Like Final's coming up.
And i've piled up my assignment and i'm not motivated to start.
I got problems with wanting to stay in the hostel and getting a license.
I miss the people back there quite majorly.
My Dad is being quite assholic.
I'm not organise, i feel fat.
I want time to stop for awhile.
I want to be in my own world and be that kiddy Yao for awhile..
Just a little while.
I need a little time off.
A little cuddle, and a little love.
I dont want to hear noises, hear voices that scream my faults.
i feel tired and dead.
I seek advice, desperately.
but i'm always stucked with making my own final decision.
Something in me is bringing me down.
i dont know.
And the last and the worst :
I HAD A SHITY HAIR CUT 6 hours ago.:(

I'm half way through my psychology crap and haven't started by EC, The assignment due date is like driving me mad.i want to go back to changkat now.

i feel lousy these day.

I have Fucked up father!
And Like everybody that say they will be here is GONE.
HOW GREAT!
Im BURSTING...
:(

MY FAVOURITE FOOD CURRENTLY.
SOM TUM WITH SALTED EGGS, SO BASICALLY THIS IS MY MEAL, 3 TIMES A DAY!
HAHA, LETS SEE WHEN WILL THIS LAST. Today was nice, drove the whole day.
Collected the visa thing, had maths test.
Anw, I'm happy in a sometimes lonely way.
Oh well..

:D MY WELL DONE FACE. LOL, after performance.TOY SOILDERS! (:POP Dance.Ping. Darling.Erika.Ui. NOTICE THE VERY NOTICABLE RED RED LIPS. POP. HIPHOP. POP.(: MAY.PING.ERIKAUI. PLOY and ME (: They're the seniors.(: fascinated by the REDS!NORTH.BREAKERS Breaking. LOL.This was before the MAKE UP. LOL. But like, i need a solider SOON. HAH!


Went for Marathon on Sun. Like went to Cheer, abviously. Reached early. Kenyas are like super runners. 42 km in like 2 hrs and 29 mins. MAN! But like very dark so their face nt that visible. Went c heering for P JUm. She Ran 42 :DAND I'M SUPER PROUD THAT SHE FINISHED HER RUN, COOLY (: This was like after the run. she still look fresh! It was happy. Had Mac for breakfast after that. Her time was 5 hr 24 min. I think..

So I missed school due to the major laziness in me today. LOL. Catch like korean Series, something that is pretty random from me. And EAt the whole day. I ate 10 Bread cause i was like amazed by the yumminess of peanut butter mixed with rasberry jam. LOL. Had chocolates, ice creams and lemon with sprite. HAH. Gt to start work tmr. I will go get my diamonds soon. The ones to stick on the vaio. Can't wait :DD