Talking to robert/serene really will make my day.
LOL. No matter how shitty life gets, just a long talk will make me a-okay. ;D
talking to robert now.
YA.

so had company dinner last night.
and PICS.

family. duh.
me on heels. LOL. *-*

Erm? it was cowboy party la. gt a hat frm the dinner. :)

performancesss/


Thats me presenting the prize.

my mom

NAUGHTY BOY!
he snap that.
PARENTSSS


okay, many have been happening here.

Family is getting a little dysfunctional, or maybe its just the relationship with my sis.

i hate to talk abt it, but its seriously driving me crazy.

So here it goes..

My sister, the one and one only one sister i have.

she, i would say is really one special soul.

She is..

someone that i fight and argue with since young

someone who always come up with anti-fat-plans with me

someone who i have spent seeing almost my entire life

someone who can nv go on cold war with me for more than a day

someone who i can be really discusting in front of

someone who i enjoys being with

someone who can catches my random crazyness and joins in naturally

someone who i hope would be happy

one for the few in my life that i really love

we shared a relationship that was way beyond sister

we were futher than close.

we had a bond that no one would understand.

She, i thought, was the only one in the entire universe that could understand the complications between me and my parents.

Though at times we really hated each other, but deep deep down..

we really loved one another.

i know i'm sounding like a 3 year old here. SRRY~

Many times when hurtful words were exchanged, we know it ain't truth.

we still can love and care for each other again the very next day

and i thought it'd always and forever be that way.

but i was proved wrong.

after so much that has happened.

i feel that life, its filled with lies and so few truth left that suddenly everything seem to be fake.i was feeling dissapointed rather than angry for what have been done.

because you promised.

i've been trying my hardest to think and see it the way you guys see it.

you're an older sister for godness sake, how is it possible that you wouldnt tell ma the little dirty hidden secret of mine.
HA. how naive of me to have told you so much.
maybe its just my problem.
wrong guy, wrong time, wrong relationship.

anw, thanks.

my dearest sister for being such an ideal sister.

i apperciate all that.

its proven that we're different people, and i know you're proud of it.

i've learn to accept your faultsbut all you did was drill really hard on mine is there a choice? we're stuck with one another because we share a really special relationship known as the SISTER. those days where we still hides secrets from one another, boy, it should've remained that way.then, we could still laught,talk and do the stupiest thing tgt, happily like always..
but i guess it all comes down to me being me. And though seen as a loose girl in yr eyes. i'd still happy being me and i wouldn't, under any condition alter my behaviour.

Sorry for being sucha difficult family member, i know you dont get to choose either.

BUT OH WELL. IM DEFINETELY OKAY OTHERWISE.