sUmtiMes iTs juSt sO sCarY hOw tym pAsS, i fReaKiNg piSs wiTh mAthS.. aRGghs, tOtaLly lAst iN maThs lA.. crAp. sChoOls fUn lA, wEnT fEr tHAt pRe-tUrN-iN bAd tAlK fEr sELecTed sTudEnts.. tHAts bOo-Ly bOrInG.. wE sKipPed pE yEsTErdAy, hAd gREat fUn wiTH mEl iN tHe tOiLet, sOunDs rEtarDed yEa?.. hAhhHA..

tRue <3 lAst tHe loNgEst, fEeLs tHe stRoNgEr aNd hUst tHe mOst..

dUn lEavE mE.. pRomIse mE nO mAttEr wHAt you'Ll stAy riGht hEre wiTh mEe.. i nEed yOu, nOw aNd aLwAys.. i wUn aGrEe tO thAt tHinG thAt yOu bRiNg uP bEcUs i woULdnT lEt tHIs whOle thiNg gO.. nOt fEr tHAt reAsOn.. bUT i hAve fAiTH iN yOU.. dUn diSsapOinT mE yEa..(:

tHiNgs suckS!!

aFtEr whAt u sAy oN tHe pHonE, i kNew tHere wEre teArs in mY eyEs bUt i gOt tO bE sTrOnG.. i cOntRoLled mY teArs mY eMoTiOns aNd tElLing mYsElF eVerytHinG wAs fiNe.. bUt iT sOoooOOooo iSn'T.. aRGGGhhhhHhhHhhhHhhHHHhh.. sAy whAtevEr u wAnnA sAy, oNcE iTs bRoKen its bRoKen?.. i'M tOtalLy shAttEred, cAnt bE woRse thAn thESe... fArkIn liFe iN thIs sHitfIed woRLd.. i cRy, i cRy anD i cRy.. i gOt tO leArn hOw tO stOp cRyiNg oNe dAy, lEArN tO lIVE mY own lIFe dEPENDING oN nOnE bUt mYsElF... wHAt aM i tO U mAn?....... bOOOOO~
fEEl sO sHit nOw, crAp.. pRoBabLy iTs mY fAuLt fOr mAkintHeSe wHoLe tHiGy so dIfFicULt fEr boTh oF uS.. anD i kNow i sUcK.. mOOdLEsS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thiS iS sO siCKEniNg. i'M sO bAdLy nOt okAy.. whAts wrOng wiTh mE?? thIs iS sOOO crAp.. aRRHHs sICKENING loRR......

sLuTs aRe diScUstIng, wHy dO yOu pPL liKe gOIng aRd sNatChiN pPLs bOyfRiEnD?.. aNd liKe goIng aRd tHinkiN iTs sUmtHinG coOL, gOsH.. iTs lIkE sLuT lA.. oMg loRr, juRsee cAnt stAnd iT.. iF sUmoNe hAs a giRLfrIeNd aLreAdy jUst lEaVE hiM aRD cAn? aRgGh.. wHateVer, sHan'T nAmE nAmEs hEre.. aNd liKe i'M wHu i aM iN fROnT oF miNG hAn lA, sO pLeAse kEep uR cOMmeNtS tO uRseLf.. cUs i dUn nEeD tHem aNd liKe tOtaLly pLeaSe oPeN uR eYeS bEfOre cOmmEntIn cAn?.. aNd i tHink u aRe liKe dIscUstInG, sO cHiLdiSh lA.. aNd lYk giVe cOmmEnts aBoUT mE.. dO iT iN fRoNt oF mE whY dO iT bEhiNd mY baCk?.. cOwaRD!!! tHis iS liKe sO piSsiNg mE oFf.. oKay, i sOunD a bIt rEtaRdEd hERe..


yEsTerdAy wAs fUnN..=) hApPy biRtHdaY sHann, tHinK sHes stiLl nOt uSe tO bE 14, sHe stiLl iN hEr liViN tHe wAy sHe wAs tHe dAy bEfoRe yEstErdAy whIch wAs wHen shE iS stiLl 13.. ahHHa.. sRRy.. pLay anD pLay, lAugH aNd lAuGh yEstErdAy.. hOpe u lIke tHe sUrpRisE yEstErdAy hOr sHan.. We pLay bLOcK cAtcHiNg, bOm , iCe anD wAteR aNd lEadEr.. hOw lAme riGht?.. lOLs.. bUt iTs lIke fUn lOrR, bUt kExIn diDnt cOme.. hAHh..
hOme eCoNs wAs tOtaLly cRazY.. wE cOokEd oUrsElF, nOt oUrsELf lAR, bUt oUr oWn diSh.. hAHah.. sO fUnN.. (:
hOpe mElIssA'S hAnd iS oKay.. tAkE cARe hOr siCKeNinG gEr.. =)


tOdAy kiNda sUcKs, mY pHoNe iS so sPoiLt lA.. hAis.. cRAp. i hAte cHinEse lEssOns, iT jUst sUcKs.. loLs.. sO iRriTAtIng lA, lIke hAve cHinEse lEssOns aLmoSt tHe whOle wEeK..
hOw dEpReSsiNg cAn tHAt bE.. =S

rEalLy hAd fUn oN fRiDay, wEnt tO meEt mY gRandmA, cOusIn aNd qI aFteR scHoOl.. iT hAs bEen a lOng tYm siNce tHe 4 oF uS wEnt oUt tOgEthEr..=).. wAtcH dArk wAters iN ciNE.. rEalLy lOvE gRanDmA lOts, sHe lIke tOtaLly fUnnY..(: tHen wEnt tO cOusIn hSe In hOlLanD jUst tO gEt hiS bLooDy cHArGer tHen tHey cAme tO mY hOuse tO sTay oVernIGhT.. WE tRAvElLed fRm oRchArd tO hoLlaNd tHen bAck tO tAmpiNes jUsRe cUs oF hIs cHArgEr.. hOw rEtaRd..

jUsrE mEt uP wiTh mEl tO dO sUm stUfF.. sUddEnLy rEaLisEd tHat wE arE sIcKLy rEtArD.. hAHahA.. hMMm.. bUt cAnt dEnY tHat i lOve hEr..=) tMrRs sHan biRthDAy.. gOinG tO gIvE u a rEAlLy mEmOrAbLE bIrtHdAy.. gOing tO hyAtT fEr bIrtHdAy cElEbrAtiOn lAter.. iTs sUcKs.. hUmPss.. i mIss mInghAn, rEalLy miSs thOse tYms wHen wE mEt uP lAte iN thE niGht thEn wE wAlK fRm iNtErchAngE tO mY hOusE.. iTs lIke uNfOrtAbLe mEmOriEs..=)
gOt tA gO.. hAHHAs.. i lOve miNghAn.. wEeWeE~