oKAy, hAven bEen bLogGiNg.
aNd riGht.. thE sKin iS uGLy and tHe bLog iS DEAD.. hAhHA
wiLl Be gOinG bAck tO sIngApORe tMrR, ItS lIKe fiNally.. hAhhHA. And sCh wiLl rEoPen hUh?.. and lIke i hAven gEt aNi bKS fOr nExT yEar lA.. hAvEn bEen cuMin fEr wRkk..
liKe gOing shoPpiNg anD eAtiNg tHe pAst fEw dAyS..
eAtiNg, sHoPping And sLeEpinG = FATS
hOw gREAt hUh?..
;)

aNd riGht, yEstErdAy.. wE wEnt sHoPpinG.. Me anD mY siS.. tHen wE wEnt iN tO a nAiL cOLoUr sHoP hUh?.. Then gUeSss wHAt?.. i pLAyeD mY nAiLed anD tOtAlLy pAinTed all 10 diFfeReNt..
lOLS..
anD yaH. i aTe lIke a lOt yEstErdAy lUncH..
oKAy. tHis pOSt iS liKe mOstLy cRaP hUhH?..
BYEE

mY liFe iS iN a tOtAlLy mESs.

i dUn kNow whAt i Want, whAt i nEEd aNd liKe tHis iS bAd. iTs sEemS liKe eVerythinG seEms tO cHangE aNd iT aiNt tHe sAme aNimoRe. i mEsSed uP eVerytHing..
oH gOsh.. kiLl mE~ i dUn kNOw whAts hApPeniNg... tHinGs ainT liKe whAt iT sUppoSed tO bE.
MESSED UP.

mY bLog iS dEAd cAn?..

oKAy, nthiNg tO sAy, jUst tHAt yEStErdAy wAs 7 mOntH. tHAts aLl, gOinG tO wtcH KINGKONG lAter oR tMrr.. hAhaHA.. i"lL bE iN siNgApOre iN anoTher 12 dAys.. wOohOo..


i dUn wAna kNow, cUs mY heArT cAnt tAke iT animOre..
iF u hAte mE, kEep it oN uR oWn.
iF u hIdE iT tHEn pLease dUn lEt iT show.
cUs i jUst DUN wAna KNOw.

bOreDeM iS kiLliNg mE, iS tHerE a wOrD lIKe bOrEdEm?.. oR iS it bOrEd-rInG-nIsM?.. sOunDs a bIt oFf.. oKAy whAteVer.. i'M lIKe sUper eXtRA bOrEd cAn?.. tHis iS kiLling mE.. =s
iTs liKe tHis bLog iS dEad.. hMmmM.. oKAy.. lUncH tYm iS oVer.. bYe pEepS..

tO nObOdy:sUmtiMes iTs goNe iTS gOnE, dUn hAve tO tRy tO tUrn bAck aNd rEgRet..
u aInt gOing tO gEt bAck whAt u'Ve lOst bEcUs u aRe eRasEd.. aNd gOne.. u sEe?.. aNd i'M aTTacHed aNd i'M sUpEr in lOve cAn?.. sO dUn, dUn stArt iT aGaiN,lEt iT paSt.
aNd gEt oN wiTh uR liFe bEcuS i nOt gOinG tO rEtUrn tO tHe pAst, tHAts nOt hAppEnIng.. u wErE tHe oNe tHat wAlK oUt oF mY liFe.. gEt iT?.. i'M gEttiNg oN gReat wiTh my liFe wiThoUt u.. i'M sRy, itS iMpOsSiBle fOr uS tO gEt bAck.. sToP hAviNg hOpEs, gEt oN wiTh uR life nThiNgs gOing hApPeN bEtweEn uS.. yUp.. i dUn liKe u, nOt eVen a siNgLe biT.. i lOve mIng hAn u sEe.. ;P

stAy juSt liKE thAt..
hAhhHA

i miSs mY girLs, buT i mIsS mY gUy tOO... hAHhaHHa
tHis sEntEnsE iS sUpEr coOL cAn?.. ;loLs.. i'M bOrED.. aNd mEL aNd shAn iSnt oNLinE anD miNg hAn iS wRkIng.. i'M rOtTiNg..

tMrrS iS CHERRY's biRtHdAy.. wOohOO..

i jUrsE fEel lIke dYiNg.. i hAve bEen sTAriNg aT tHe cOm fOr hRs, aNd iTs lIke cUsiNg tErribLe hEadaChE.. sUddEnLy, eVerytHiNg sEems tO bE wroNg, aNd eVery sIngLe meMoRiEs sTartS pOuRiNg oUt.. i wOnder wiLl u aLwaYs Be wiTh me or iT Just wULd nt lAst?.. bUt afteRaLl its tOo lAte tO tUrN bAck aS tRusT tHAt uSed tO bE tHerE fAde aWay..
tHe tRusT iS nO lOnGer tHerE aNd i cUldnt dO aNitHing.. wELl, sToP pOnDeriNg..


hMmm, wOke uP eXtrA eArLy aNd sLeEp lAte lAst niGht.. sO iTs lIke i wAna sLeEp \nOw cAn?.. aNd tHis aSs cOm cAnt uPloAd aNi pIcs. crAppS...
wEnT tO kIms hSe yEstErdAy, bOuGht eAriNg, lOts oF tHem.. aNd a sKiRt.. =)
tHen tHis mOrNiNg cHeRry cAme tO The hOtEL thEn i wAitEd Fer hEr fEr hAlf aN hOuR iN tHe lObBy, aLmoSt diE.. then wEnt fEr bReakfAst tHEn tOok mRt tHen bOat Then tAxi To The offiCe.. hAhhA, we eNd uP lAte.. lOLs.. aNd sHe aLmoSt fAlL.. tOtaLly fUnnY.. aNd hEre wHen The pLay the nAtiOnaL aThem, eVeryoNe sToP wAlkiNg anD stAnD sTraIgHt.. lOLs.. eVen iN The mRt sTAtiOn, i wAs lIke sHoCk.. hAHha, sUdDenLy eVeryone sToP i ThoUght tHey wEre lIniNg uP or sUmthing.. hHAha


cYa pPL~ UNLOVED <3

i'M tiRed bEcUs i kNow iTs fAlLinG aParT, bUT afteraLl iTs mY fAuLt.. i'M sRrY~
iTs sO diFficULt bEcUs nThiNg sEemS tO bE riGht..

tHis aSshOle cOm aNd bLog iS kiLliNg me..


dIdNt kNow u wErE sO cOmmItEd, thAnks fOr wHAt u sAy.. iT madE mE sUre tHAt i gOt tO hOld on nO mAttEr whAt.. =)

hMmM, diDnT fEel vEry gOod tHe pAst 2 dAys, aNd riGht.. i tHink iTS cUS oF fOod pOisOniNg, gOsh aNd iTs lIke fUnnY cAn?.. i keEp vOmItiNg and hAve gT fEvEr. sO mY pAreNts bRoUgHt me tO The hOspiTaL.. tOtAlLy discUstiNg lA.. i mEAn liKE it cAn sErioUsLy rEcOvEr iTsElf lA.. tHen wEnT tO The hOsipAL. vOmIteD In The tOiLet.. Then iTS liKe tHe dOcTor gAve mE iNjEcTioNs lA.. tHen i kEep mOvIn. Then hE wAs liKe " dUn bLamE Me iF The needLe iS sTuCk In tHerE" gOsh lA ANd tHe nEddle iS sUp[er eXtRA lOng cAn?.. loLs.. bUt afTer That i sToP vOmItiNg bUt stiLl hAviN fEvEr then aFter tHAt The nExt 22 hRs oR sO i'M oKay aLreAdy bUt hAviNg pHobIA tO fOod tHAt hAs a tHaI tHiNgy iN iT.. lOls.. sO nV wEnT tO wRk yEstErdAy.. =) i wAtCh mVp cAn?.. bUs sAdLy i'M iN The oFfiCe nOw.. :(
tHis iS bAd.. whAteVer.. bYeEEe~

I HATE EMPTY PROMISES

cUs iTS lIke iF u mEant tO dIsapoiNt mE tHen dUn giVe mE anI hOpEs aT aLl..
tHis sHowS hOw mUch i aM tO u. i'M nOt aSkINg fEr a lOt, i jUsre wAn uR aTteNtiOn anD cOnCern.. cRap, nVm.. whAteVer..

hAviNg fLu nOw, cUs yEstErdAy was oUt aNd iTs lIke sUpEr cOLd.. lOLs.


tO mInghAn: sEnd me a mSg oNLy wHen u aRe sUrE tHAt u miSs mE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEXIN~


oKAy bAngkOk iS lIKe sUpEr cOLd, HAhah..
cUrrEntLy wRkIng iN dAds oFfiCe.. loLS..
yUp, THats aBt iT anD i'M gEtTin sUpEr fAt..
tO sHAn: iTs DOG SHIT la.. =)

i seriously miss him, its like msg decress a lot and stuFf la.. =/

then its like i gt to wrk in daddys office which is bad. gosh.. and its like i'm gettin fat can?
this is super bad, boos..

okay, bbq was a success and sry fer making all of u so extra worried.. i'm sorry.. lols..

and yup, will be in 3e1a next yr.. gosh la.. okay, nvm.. haven even buy anithing sch bks.. lols..
and i think i will be returnin to singapore ard end of dec, which is so damn long and its so damn sucky.. and i miss him, shan and mel la, of cus..

got to hug the bear to sleep everyday, just miss u badly. do well fer ur exams k, and take care of urself..
i've already fallen deep fer u and i'll treasure our relationship, without countin the miles between us, the days we've ben apart or the differences between us..

whaa, i sound so pro.. cus right... its frm a bk de la.. buthen i really mean it.. =)
gtg back to wrk, byes peeps..

gOsH, tMrRs tHe bBq.. gOt eVeryTHiNg pRepAreD tOdAy, WeNt To PaRKwaY WItH MuMmY aNd cOusiN tHen wEnT tO tHe mArkEt wiTh mELisSa tHen cUm mY hSe tHen gO hEr hSe then cUm mY hSe aGaiN, tO tRanSpOrT fOoDstUff. mYlEg iS pAin.. =/

dUe tO bBq i'vE nEgLeCtEd mAny stUFf aRd. weLL, jUsRe hAve tO gEt uSe oF cErtAin sTuFf bAhs.. :) i'M tRy rEAl hArd To gEt uSe oF cHangEs aRd.. wElL, jUSt hAte tHe cHAngEs aRoUnd. hOpe iT cOuLd bE liKe thE pAst.. gOsh. okAy, whAteVer. tHAts aLl. bYe pEepS..

i'M juSt tHinKing whEn i'M iN mUmmYs cAr, tHe cAr pAst tHe rOuTe wherE wE uSed tO wAlK tOgEtHer, dO i dEsErVe aLl tHis?. are u lEaviNg aLrEadY. i'M sCarD cUs wiThoUt uR cAre and cOnCerN, mY liFe is liKe sHiT. gOsh. pLeaSe tElL mE whATs wRoNg. i dUn wAn iT tO bE liKe tHat, cUs uR iGnOraNce is kiLliNg mE.. sO mAny tHinGs i wAnA aSk. bUt eVerYtiMe i cAll u, u'Re uNavAiLabLe. nVm iTs jUst tHAt eVeryTime i mIss yOu, iTs jUSt tHe pAin i hAve tO enduRe..

tOdAy iS sUpEr cOoL cAn?.. aHha, mE mEL aNd shAn wEnt tO tHe mArkEt.. loLS.. wE bOuGht oUr bBq stUff.. hAhhA, cHArcOal And stuFf Then wE toOk tHe bUs. aLmoSt fAlL. lOosE cOntRoL cUs tHe cHarcoAl iS sO eXtRa hEavY.. loLs.. tAlKing aBouT fAlLing. i fElL yEstErdAy. gOt a bLubLacK oN mY leG.. hAhhA. sHant eLEbOrAte oN hOw i fAlL bUt iTs rEtaRd. sEriOusLy. wEnt oUt wiTh mEloDy shAn aNd mElisSa aFter. They dId sUm rEtarD stuFf oN thE tRaiN. lUcky i wAsnt tHere, cUS i tHink iTs lIKE tHEy alwAys dO tHAt kiNdA rEtaRd tHing tHen mAkes pPL aRoUnd tHink, oMg whAt aRe tHEy dOing mAn..=)

i wEnt tO meet minghAn lA. wEnt tO hiS hOuSe tHere tO wAit fEr hIm cUS hE wAna cHanGe tOP gO pAViLiOn, sO cRazY.. dRaW sUmthIng oN hiS hAnD.. tHen tOok pIc. AhHa. sO rEtaRdeD.. =)
mR sNg suCks mAn.. fArker.. gOsh. nVm. hAd fUn, cAnt wAit fer the Bbq dAy.. :)

thIng thAt hAve hAppEn ARe mAkinG mE cRazY, gOsh..sUm oF oUr cLass pPL aRe sUpEr tUrbO uN-cOopEratiVe cAn? itS liKe iTS a cLass thiNg tHEn mAke iT tiLl liKe iTS oUr owN tHing liKe thAt, plEAsE lA. wE aaRen't bEgginG u tO cUm lOrr, iTs like itS a cLaSs thIng tHen liKe goSh l, whAts thAt attitUde lOrRs. i mEAn liKE iF u dUn wAna pAy. fIne tHEn dUn cUm cUs wE'Ll dO gReat eVen iF u arEnt aRouNd lOrr.. piSsEr, tHaT atTitUde iS bAd lA..


mR sNg sUckS lOrr.
whAts tHe use oF aPoLogiSiNg wiThout kNowiNg uR mIStAke lA. asshOlE sUcKer cAn? pLeasE lA, dUn aSk mE tO rEspEct u whEn u dUn eVen kNow hOw tO rEspEcT uS.. i hAtE u lA.. dUn lOok dOwn oN pPL lOrr aNd tHink bEfoRe u sPeaK lA. oiLyEd hAir.. EwWw~


dUn knOW wHats wrOng wiTh me, hAte iT whEn u mEntIon hEr infRoNt oF mE.. hmmM, whAts wrOng wiTh mE? i'm tHink aLwaYs whEn u tAlK aBt Her i FeEL iNsEcUrE, bUt i cAnt aSk fer aNithIng cUs i kNow u pUt iN mUcH mOre thAn mE rIght?.. ohH, wElL.. jUSt lEt iT bE thIs wAy tHen. i'Ll tRy mY bESt tO gEt uSe tO iT.. :)


tHe fEvEr tHAt i;M hAviN nOw iS kiLliNg mE, cUs i dUn kNow iF i cAn gO fEr dAnce a nOt tmrr.. gOsh. jUSt cUm bAck fRm brOtHer's pErfOrmAnCe.. hAHhHa.. tHe cHilDrEn dUn kNow whAt hAppEniNg oN stAge, jUsre wAvE in The miDst oF pErfOrmIng loRr.. loLs.. sO iNnoCenT.. yEstErdAy wEnt oUt wiTh gRanDmA, cOusIn.. loLS.. WenT fer hIgh-tEa iN mAdriNe hOtEL.. yUps.. hAd fUn, stAyeD in gRanDmA hSe Fer a dAy.. miSs tHoSe dAy whEn i gEt tO sTAy ThErE eVery wEeK.. =)

tiDes aRe hiGh, aUtomiC kiTten


The tide is high But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
I'm not the kinda girl Who gives up just like that (Oh no)
It's not the things you do
That tease and hurt me bad
But it's the way you do the things
You do to meI'm not the kinda girl
Who gives up just like that oOh no
The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
Number oneNumber one
Every girl wants You to be her man
But I'll wait my dear 'Til it's my turn
I'm not the kinda girl Who gives up just like that Oh no
The tide is high But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number oneNumber oneNumber one
Everytime that I get the feelingYou give me something to believe in
Everytime that I got you near me
I don't believe that I want it to be
But you know that I'm gonna take my chance now
I'm gonna make it happen somehow
And you know I can take the pressure
A moment's pain for a lifetime pleasure
Every girl wants you to be her man
But I'll wait right here'Til it's my turn
I'm not the kinda girl Who gives up just like that Oh no
The tide is high But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
Everytime that I get the feelingYou give me something to believe in
Everytime that I got you near me
I don't believe that I want it to be
But you know that I'm gonna take my chance now
I'm gonna make it happen somehow
And you know I can take the pressure
A moment's pain for a lifetime pleasure


nO maTter wHAt i'Ll tRy mY bEst, i wUn dIsapOinT yOu ;)

fiNaLly wE mEt uP, pLanNed tO tAlK aBoUt aLl uNhapPinEss We hAve bUt wE dIdnt lA, rEally vOiCe oUt anItHinG tHen hE cAlLed tAlK fEr 47 sUmtHing miNuTeS.. tHen eNdeD uP bAdLy tHen tHe mSg sAvEd eVerytHing.. =) WE wEre bAcK tO nOrMAL aGaiN, sRry fEr bEiNg uNrEasOnaBLe.. =x. bUt stiLl tHerEs a rEaL biG cHalLeNgE, wHiCh i tHink i cAnt mAkE iT, tOtaLly nO cOnfiDenCe..bUt jUst gOt tO bE faiR sO yUp, dEcidEd tHat hE shaLl nOt waIt fEr mE tO cUm bAck aNimOre.. cUs iTs liKe sO dAmN uNfaiR.. aNd iT hAs bEen 5 mTh.. yUp.. sO mAyBe i'Ve jUst gOta mAke a dEsIcioN bA.. sO yUp. qUitE shOck wiTh whAt i sAid oVer tHe pHoNe tOo.. hAhHa.. jUst gOt tO lEarN sUmdAy.. =)

TO PPL WHU IS GOING AND HAVEN PAY FER 2E3 BBQ, PLEASE PAY BY WEDNESDAY..

nUmB tO stUfF, eVeryThinG iS wRoNg.. i rAthEr u lEavE mE aLoNe tHan u sAy tHiNgs tHat hUrt sO mUch.. nThinG iS goIng tO bE wOrSe tHan lAsT niGht.. u tOrN mE aParT, i rAtHer tO bE hAted fEr wHo i rEalLy aM tHan tO bE lOvEd fOr wHo i'M nOt..

miSs tOk is a nIce tEAcHer, tHink shE rOcKs :)

tOdAy mE anD mEl sNeEk in tO sChoOL cUs We dUn wanNa gO fEr fiRst pEriOd.. yUpp..
gOt bAck The rEasUlTs fEr chInESe anD eNgLisH pApEr tWo..

gOt 66/100 fEr cHinEse
aNd 34/50 fEr eNgLisH..

sO eXciTed bOut bBq.. wOots, cUs wE'Ll bE gOing tO wiLd wiLd wEt tO pLay.. hAhahHHa.. aNd iTs lIke tOtaLly cRazY tOdAy.. =), sRry fEr The cRAp That i gAve u dUriNg aSseMbLy mELissa liM hUi yiNg anD We nEver bUlLy u lEhs. i Think iS u bUlLy uS lEhs.. :)

tHinGs aRenT liKe whAt iTs sUpPosE tO bE~
cRapPisHLy sUcKy.. hAis, jUsT wAn tO sLeEp aNd nEvEr wAKe uP cUs liFe sUx cUrRentLy cAn?? fReAkiNgLy bAD~ eXAms aRe oVer.. woOts anD i tHink tHe rEasULt arE gOiNn tO suCk rEaL bAd.. dAddys cUmiNg bAck tOdAy.. sAdiStiC.. hAte tO hAve hiM aT hOme.. gOsh.

hAd gReat fUn toDAy lOr, yUp.. aFtEr sChOL wEnt tO fiNd tEAcHers tO cOlLeCt mOnEy aS cOntRi fEr bBq ThinGy, tHen wEnt tO eAt K.F.C loLs.. wiTh sHAn, vOn anD mEL.. bUNcH oF mAd lAdiEs.. wE liKe tOtAlLy lAugH liKe hElL cAn?.. tHen wE pLay iN tHe toiLet cUs oF vOn lA.. =x.. tHEn weNt oUt iNtenDiNg tO gO bOoK thE cHAlEt tHen vOn sAy gO hEr hSe tHen gO.. Then jUSre lORR.. Then tHey rUn lA.. liKe rEtArdeDs loRr.. jUrse rUn lEhs.. hOw cAn jUrse rUn.. oMg.. loLS.. sO dAmN eMbArAssImg Then vOn anD shAn stiLl dO mOnkEy aCtiOns. rUn tO cAtcH tHe 38 bUs. tHen like sEe wRonGLy lOrr sO nT 38.. HAhahah.. tHen pLAy wiTh nTUC tRoLey Thats lEft oN tHe stReEs, wE pUt oUr bAgs in Then iNtEnd tO pUt The tRoLey tO vOns hSe/ Then The 38 cAmE.. loLS.. WE toOk oUr bAgs oUt Then rUn tO The bUs.. sO lAme lOrr.. then rEacH vOns hSe stiLl lAugHiN liKe hElL.. tHen sHAn's dAddiE fEtcH uS tO That dwNtOwn eAst tO bOok tHe cHAlEt lOrr.. Then hEr faTher is liKe fUnNy cAn?.. oMg.. hAH. Then tAke bUS bAck wiTh sHAn.. sHe cAme tO mY hSe.. lOLs..

sUmtiMes uR atTiTude rEAlLy uPseTs mE.. dUnno wHAt wRoNg lA.. toTAlLy.. mAybE i jUSe shAnt cAre tOo mUcH aNimOre.. lEt tHings bE liKe wHat iT wAnt tO be eVen iF its nT sUpPose tO bE tHis wAy.. =), i'Ll tRy...

tHoUgHts rEalLy kiLls mE, tYm paSs tHAt meAns thAt eVeryTHinGs gOing tO eNd, hAte tHis fEeLinG.. tOdAy sLeEp iN thE mUsiC roOm fLoRr wiTh mEL jAc And sHAn, tHen wAtch sUm aNiMaLs bEiNg tOrtUred sHow, liKe pIgs sKiNned aLiVe, cHiCkEns sLamMed oN tHe fLooR anD tHe cAttLes bEiNg bUrNed jUst tO hAve tHe bLooDy lOgOs for hUman pUrpOses, crAp lA.. sO sAd lOrr, tHAt sUm aNimAls wERe bOrNed tO bE tOrTurEd lIke tHey cAn tOtaLly cUt oF tHe cOw tEstiCLes tO mAke iT lEss-aGgreSivE liKe whAt tHe hElL.. mAns Are sO bLooDy cRuEL, jUst hOpe thAt oNe dAy thEiR tEstIcLes wOuLd bE cUt oFf sO theY wOuLdNt bE sO aGgrEsiVe.. sO siCkEniNg, tHinKinG oF whEre tHoSe mEaT cUm fRm.. i tOtAlLy dUn fEel liKe eAtIng.. HAven bEen eAtiNg mUcH fRoM lUnCh tiLl nOw.. hMmm..
sRry mElisSa. iTs kiLls mE tO sEe tYm pAss lIke thAt aNd i cAnt do anItHinG aBouT iT, i wOnDer whEn tHAt dAy cUm cAn i dO aNitHinG abOut uR dEcisIOns?.. mAyBe wE sHoUld bEcUm vEgEtaRiAn lOrR.. gOsH.

sUmtiMes iTs juSt sO sCarY hOw tym pAsS, i fReaKiNg piSs wiTh mAthS.. aRGghs, tOtaLly lAst iN maThs lA.. crAp. sChoOls fUn lA, wEnT fEr tHAt pRe-tUrN-iN bAd tAlK fEr sELecTed sTudEnts.. tHAts bOo-Ly bOrInG.. wE sKipPed pE yEsTErdAy, hAd gREat fUn wiTH mEl iN tHe tOiLet, sOunDs rEtarDed yEa?.. hAhhHA..

tRue <3 lAst tHe loNgEst, fEeLs tHe stRoNgEr aNd hUst tHe mOst..

dUn lEavE mE.. pRomIse mE nO mAttEr wHAt you'Ll stAy riGht hEre wiTh mEe.. i nEed yOu, nOw aNd aLwAys.. i wUn aGrEe tO thAt tHinG thAt yOu bRiNg uP bEcUs i woULdnT lEt tHIs whOle thiNg gO.. nOt fEr tHAt reAsOn.. bUT i hAve fAiTH iN yOU.. dUn diSsapOinT mE yEa..(:

tHiNgs suckS!!

aFtEr whAt u sAy oN tHe pHonE, i kNew tHere wEre teArs in mY eyEs bUt i gOt tO bE sTrOnG.. i cOntRoLled mY teArs mY eMoTiOns aNd tElLing mYsElF eVerytHinG wAs fiNe.. bUt iT sOoooOOooo iSn'T.. aRGGGhhhhHhhHhhhHhhHHHhh.. sAy whAtevEr u wAnnA sAy, oNcE iTs bRoKen its bRoKen?.. i'M tOtalLy shAttEred, cAnt bE woRse thAn thESe... fArkIn liFe iN thIs sHitfIed woRLd.. i cRy, i cRy anD i cRy.. i gOt tO leArn hOw tO stOp cRyiNg oNe dAy, lEArN tO lIVE mY own lIFe dEPENDING oN nOnE bUt mYsElF... wHAt aM i tO U mAn?....... bOOOOO~
fEEl sO sHit nOw, crAp.. pRoBabLy iTs mY fAuLt fOr mAkintHeSe wHoLe tHiGy so dIfFicULt fEr boTh oF uS.. anD i kNow i sUcK.. mOOdLEsS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thiS iS sO siCKEniNg. i'M sO bAdLy nOt okAy.. whAts wrOng wiTh mE?? thIs iS sOOO crAp.. aRRHHs sICKENING loRR......

sLuTs aRe diScUstIng, wHy dO yOu pPL liKe gOIng aRd sNatChiN pPLs bOyfRiEnD?.. aNd liKe goIng aRd tHinkiN iTs sUmtHinG coOL, gOsH.. iTs lIkE sLuT lA.. oMg loRr, juRsee cAnt stAnd iT.. iF sUmoNe hAs a giRLfrIeNd aLreAdy jUst lEaVE hiM aRD cAn? aRgGh.. wHateVer, sHan'T nAmE nAmEs hEre.. aNd liKe i'M wHu i aM iN fROnT oF miNG hAn lA, sO pLeAse kEep uR cOMmeNtS tO uRseLf.. cUs i dUn nEeD tHem aNd liKe tOtaLly pLeaSe oPeN uR eYeS bEfOre cOmmEntIn cAn?.. aNd i tHink u aRe liKe dIscUstInG, sO cHiLdiSh lA.. aNd lYk giVe cOmmEnts aBoUT mE.. dO iT iN fRoNt oF mE whY dO iT bEhiNd mY baCk?.. cOwaRD!!! tHis iS liKe sO piSsiNg mE oFf.. oKay, i sOunD a bIt rEtaRdEd hERe..


yEsTerdAy wAs fUnN..=) hApPy biRtHdaY sHann, tHinK sHes stiLl nOt uSe tO bE 14, sHe stiLl iN hEr liViN tHe wAy sHe wAs tHe dAy bEfoRe yEstErdAy whIch wAs wHen shE iS stiLl 13.. ahHHa.. sRRy.. pLay anD pLay, lAugH aNd lAuGh yEstErdAy.. hOpe u lIke tHe sUrpRisE yEstErdAy hOr sHan.. We pLay bLOcK cAtcHiNg, bOm , iCe anD wAteR aNd lEadEr.. hOw lAme riGht?.. lOLs.. bUt iTs lIke fUn lOrR, bUt kExIn diDnt cOme.. hAHh..
hOme eCoNs wAs tOtaLly cRazY.. wE cOokEd oUrsElF, nOt oUrsELf lAR, bUt oUr oWn diSh.. hAHah.. sO fUnN.. (:
hOpe mElIssA'S hAnd iS oKay.. tAkE cARe hOr siCKeNinG gEr.. =)


tOdAy kiNda sUcKs, mY pHoNe iS so sPoiLt lA.. hAis.. cRAp. i hAte cHinEse lEssOns, iT jUst sUcKs.. loLs.. sO iRriTAtIng lA, lIke hAve cHinEse lEssOns aLmoSt tHe whOle wEeK..
hOw dEpReSsiNg cAn tHAt bE.. =S

rEalLy hAd fUn oN fRiDay, wEnt tO meEt mY gRandmA, cOusIn aNd qI aFteR scHoOl.. iT hAs bEen a lOng tYm siNce tHe 4 oF uS wEnt oUt tOgEthEr..=).. wAtcH dArk wAters iN ciNE.. rEalLy lOvE gRanDmA lOts, sHe lIke tOtaLly fUnnY..(: tHen wEnt tO cOusIn hSe In hOlLanD jUst tO gEt hiS bLooDy cHArGer tHen tHey cAme tO mY hOuse tO sTay oVernIGhT.. WE tRAvElLed fRm oRchArd tO hoLlaNd tHen bAck tO tAmpiNes jUsRe cUs oF hIs cHArgEr.. hOw rEtaRd..

jUsrE mEt uP wiTh mEl tO dO sUm stUfF.. sUddEnLy rEaLisEd tHat wE arE sIcKLy rEtArD.. hAHahA.. hMMm.. bUt cAnt dEnY tHat i lOve hEr..=) tMrRs sHan biRthDAy.. gOinG tO gIvE u a rEAlLy mEmOrAbLE bIrtHdAy.. gOing tO hyAtT fEr bIrtHdAy cElEbrAtiOn lAter.. iTs sUcKs.. hUmPss.. i mIss mInghAn, rEalLy miSs thOse tYms wHen wE mEt uP lAte iN thE niGht thEn wE wAlK fRm iNtErchAngE tO mY hOusE.. iTs lIke uNfOrtAbLe mEmOriEs..=)
gOt tA gO.. hAHHAs.. i lOve miNghAn.. wEeWeE~

tO mELiSsa: yOu aNihOw lA.. hOw cAn juRsSe wRiTe tiLl lIke tHAt On uR bLog?.. hAis, u aLso mArs.. sKiRt wEar wRonG siDe sTiLl cAn aSk wHicH siDe iS riGht.. sO uNiqUe cAn?..oPppS.. (: aNd yA.. aLSo pLeaSe tAke cAre oF uRsELf aNd gEt wElL sOoN KiEs?.. siCkEnIng gEr..

tOdAy iS lIke gOt pOinTed oUt bY mR fArkIng hAfIz.. hE's lIke crAppIng anD lIke sAy
oUr cLasD pEep hyAve AttiTuDe wE'rE oVer cOnfIdEnt.. cHAnkAt iS a bAd sCh.. bLah blAh blAh, iTs lIke tHose whUm hE rEliEf wiLl uNdErstAnD.. THen hE aSkeD mE tO stAnd aNd cLaiM thAt i'Ve aTtiTude aNd wAnna bRiNG mE tO sEe mR nAhAr, eVeroNe is cLapPin aNd sHoUtiN whEn hE lEft oUr cLaSs.. hE cAlLed hiMsElf a teAchEr..


hE aSk: whUs uR Dm?
i sAy: dUh, nAhAr lA.. bUt lOoks lIke hE's iN tHe hAlL. wHy u gOiNg dOwnwaRds?
hE sAy: i THink wE shOulD sEe mR chiA (sPeLled sUmtHing lIke thAt?)
i sAy; wHUs thAt?
hE sAy: a tAlL anD hAndsUm tEacHer, kNow hIm?
i sAy: naHh, i kNow mR gOH.
hE sAy: whAts uR nAme..
i sAy: u'Ll knOw iN wHen wE sEe mR gOh
hE sAy: lEts mT sEe anIoNe, i dUn wAn yOu tO sEe anioNe, i wAn u tO leArn frOm uR mIstAke.. bLaH bLah bLAh.. bEfOr u lEavE whAt shLd u sAy?
i sAy: i tHink iTs a wAstE oF tYm wAlKin uP anD dOwn.

lIke tOtaLly lA, whUS tHe oNe hAviN atTitUdE la, mAke thE cLaSs sO piSsed.. nVm.. i tHink hE tRuLy sUx.. dAnCe rAwKs tOdAy..=), iT aLwAys rOcK!! mY cHinEse oRaL iS Like hOpelEsS.. tHe cOnvErsAtiOn pArt iS LikE crAp.. tOtAlLy oUt oF pOiNt..

nOtHinG cAn teAr uS aPaRt.. i'M gOinG tO hOLd oN tiLl tHe vEry eNd, fEeLinGs wUn fAdE.. aNd wE'Re nT gOing tO bE sEpEraTe jUst bEcUs oF mY mOm, nEvEr!!.. wE'Ll bEar wiTh iT.. aLl tHOsE rEstriCtiOns..(: i lOve yOu..

tHAt hOrOsCoPe thIngy frOm fRieNdsTer, abIt tRuE hUh??.. thE tHiRd pErsOn iS mY mUm sEe??.. loLSs.. cRiEd mYsElF tO bEd lAst niGht.. wHAt sHoULd i dO??

Diet applies to more than just food. Cut back on things that don't make you happy.
You're caught in a relationship triangle, but it's not with two lovers. There is a third person present who is definitely interfering with a current love interest or a potential one. The trick is to defuse this situation so it doesn't turn into your own private telenovela. Step out of this complicated dance, and focus on what matters at the center of your primary alliance. Then pinpoint the easiest, least dramatic action, and do it.

mUhHAha, hAvin a cRAzziIiEeE tYyMm wIThH mELisSa lIm hUi yIng iN thE cOm rOom lA.. sUddEnLy rEAlIsED wE kNown eAch oTher fEr lIke 8 yRs aLreAdy.. WE arE lIke lAmiNg, tAlkiNg tAkIng pIctUres aNd jUSt cRApPinG wIth HERr lA.. sO mAddENiNGGGG.. hAHah.. sO cRAzzYLy cOOL.. mELisSA iS lIke eRm.. tAlKIng tO tHE cOmpUtEr nOw.. sHes hYpErLy bLoggIng..hAHAHhaHHaaaaHHaaa.. tOdAy is oUr 8 Years aNnivErsArY.. hOw cOol cAn thAt bE lA? We'Re lIke tAkiNg lAme pIctUres And iT shOws oUr lAmeSt mOvEs.. (:.. bUt cAnt hElp iT, iTs jURsEe sO siCkEnIngLy fUnN.. jUst lOve hOme eCoNss iN cOm lABb.. mEls bLoggIng tOO nOw.. lLAALALalaalalLAalal.. dOOpEr hOopEr hYpErRrrRr.. tHe tEacHer tOoK mY pHoNe aWay cUs weE kEpT tAkiNG pIctURes.. bOOOoOOOOo0oOOoSSsSSsSsssssSs... stiLL aS hYpEErr.. i'M hApPpPppPiiIIiiiEeee anDd hYYppEerr ANdd cRAzzzzzzzzzzzY nOww.. wEEeeEeweEeEe~..
mElIsSa iS sUffERiNg fRoM sUm gEnEtiC mUtAtioN!!!! lAMe yEA?.. shE thInks shE uNIQUE.. oKAy lA.. quIte uNiqUe in a wAy yEA?.. mELisSA iS sAyiNg thAt i shoot Her.. bOOooOs..
yESsSs~~ i wInnNNn.. =))).. wOots, i'M tHE wiNneR oF tyhE dAy... WeEEhEEehEE~sEE ARs.. mElISsA iS fRom siCkO lAnD.. hAHahHahhHAha, nAnANAnpOPoPOOpOo.. i'M stiLL tHe wiNneR lA.. nAHss. mElLissA iS bLuffIng hErsElF.. thInkiNg shE AlrEAdy wOn.. HOw lAme?.. sEe, shE zIjIpIAn zI jI, sTIlL dAre sAy i zIjI piAn zI Ji.. That shOws hOw zI jI pIAn zi jI is thAt hOrr??.. yA i AGReE..=))
sRrYy fER sUcH a lAme pOst, iTs mEls fAuLt yOU sEE..MELISSA TRYING TO SAY SHE IS GREAT ANG UNIQUE!!!.. fEEl sAd fER hEr.. aWWwWw~.. (:
mELLiSSa bA zI jI dE kUAi lEi JIan lI zAi biA rEN dE tOng kU shAng.. wHAt a uNiquE goTIC..aWWwWWw~.. qUITE cOoL.. pEEpz.. gO loOk at heR pOSt THen u gUys wiLl knOW hoW uNiquE iS shE lA.. jUSr sOOOO `uNiqUe~' ..

tAke a look at mels blogg, you'll know whats happening. seriously..(:
mEl jUSE cAnT stOP suAninG mEe.. cRAppSss.. nVm.. tHiS shOws thAt shEs sUCh a uNiqUe gOrRrRRrriilA.. =)
to mEl: i'm aS sIck, siCkeNinG anD aS cHilDisH aS yOu ARe..=) anD lAstLy dUn zi jI piAN zI jI lErs yEA?.. (:

i hAte nNrs.. hOw long mUst wE cOntiNue liKe tHis?.. i'M nV goIng to bRiNg uP tO yOu thAt thEres uPhApPinEss liViNg iN mE.. bUt i bUrsTiNg aLreAdy.. tHis iS sO sHiT lA.. jUst hOpe tO bE liKe wHat wE uSed tO bE.. sRry cAnt mAkE iT tO mEet yOu tOdAy..

i'M lOsIng gRiP.. i'vE tRiEd anD i'M stiLl tRyin bUt hOw lOng cAn i hoLe oNn? i jUse hAte thIs fEeLinG.. tHe aLoNe fEeLinG.. i lOve yOu mOre thAn anIthiNg anD yOu aRe eVerythIng tO mE, bUT i wOnDer.. wHat aM i tO yOu??..

pAuL iS a hE-sLut..

i hAve bEen sLeePinG fRoM yEstErdAy 5.00 tIlL tOdAy.. sO siCk lOrr.. cRapS.. hUmPs.. bUt whAteVer.. i"m bEttEr nOw.. oKAy.. gOinG oUt wiTh mY siStEr cUs sHe nEed tO gEt sUm stUfF..

tHanks sHan fEr fEr cAriNg sO mUch yEstErdAy aNd thE nAgGinG tOo.. u rOcKs. (:

so dead fer chinese test. crap la, i sit there then no words came to my mind.. loLs.. so retard.
my blog has no song la.. okay, lasy to upload.. lols.. and ya, srry fer being so overly entu fer dnce yesterday.. i know i did a lot of retard stuff.. =).. just couldnt control myself.. haHha.

its like i really dun understand why ppl go ard tagging and like dun wanna put ur own name.. crazzi lorr.. retard ass la.. do u even look at urself la.. omg lorr.. hais so saddistic la.. den the worse thing is to tag with ppl name.. lols..
so creative lorr..

thanks pEishan fer the photos k.. and ya.. i think the sudden attack is fun lorr.. lols?.. right peishann?.. class's fun today.. a lot of free period.. lols.. coolness lorr.. and jacklyn kicked my leg till its blueblack la.. hahah, yesterday jackyn and peishan jurrse attacking each other.. then peishan like cant win jac de.. so i help.. then we all 123 grap jac's hand.. then sadly we forgot that she has legs.. hahah.. but like its funny lorr..(:

i love minghan.. hahaha.. i like miss him a lott after we met yesterday can?.. i'm in a crazzi mood now.. wEe~
being happy is a choice..

today jursee sucks la, in the morning me and shann got to stand up due to talking. its like crap can?.. everyone is like so talking la..then the puinshment is like do 20 squats la, and then go general office to makeover.. like totally nerdy.. hahah.. but its like funny la.. then p.e, its like we all cant do pull ups la.. its like even when melissa and shann lifted my leg up so like i can go up la.. but like still a bit shi bai.. lols.. went to shann hse.. its like feel so damn irritated in school la.. the noise pollution is like unbareble can?..
and like stop going ard thinking that everyone likes u can?.. its like ur action piss us off badly.. hor mel?.. ahahaha..
gtg study fer test tmrr, and mummys like nagging bout my reasult.. everyone is nagging about different things.. suffocating can?.. nvm..
i'm whu i am;
if u like me thats fine;
but if u dun;
thats ur own problem;
dun try to change me..
i'm dyinng of depression...

tOday iS 4 mThs.. i lOve yOu, miNg hAn.. =)

sumtimes its like look at urself before u give comments on others can?.. its like so irritatin when u dun even bother to look at urself before critizing la.. its like when u say i think u're fat.. and like totally hello la.. look at urself la.. fat and short, my god la.. what a ball..
okay another day to 4 mths.. hahah.. i'm going to change my blog song already.. to gURDIAn AngEl.. woots.. feel so excited.. ahAhah.. i hate that sng can?.. whats ur problem la.. give me my progess report then give that discustin look.. crap la..still say "i'm suprise.."
then i say like dun look dwn on ppl la..
he say' next tym i look up on u'
crazzy la.. nvm aniway he's discusting in aniwayy.. llools, caall my mummi and complainn so mucchh ccrap, i'm always with mh?.. so?.. izzit ur prob?.. farker lorr.. kpo ahpek.
k la.. gtg already.. hahah..

hMmm, fEw mRe dAys tO 4 mThs..tHen fEw mOre weEks to eXam.. liKe juSt oVer oNly lA, a nEw eXam iS cUmin oN tHE wAy.. crAp.
i owe you an explaination and i dunno how to tell you in person so wrote it here,okay, i know you dun understand whhy did i do this.. , i think its like cus things change and so does ppl.
both of us change and we no longer used to be what we were..and sumtimes i just feel like u always let history repeate and like i dun wann ani of us to go through what me and mel go through and so i think we shant get back, like what u say at first.. after so long, i finally could stop depending on you and like i dun wanna depend on you like i use to, and also i dun wana you to start depending on me becus i dun wan history ta repeate, i know if we depend on one another again. the same thing will happen.i dun wan history to repeate itself.and to me u can onli have one bestfrend, and now my bestfriend is pei shan becus no matter what she's always there. and maybe its becus both of us change, i just couldn'te myself when i'm with you now..
sry if i cant be there fer you like i used to be, i've already promise myself nt to leave peishann no matter what cus i believe she'll always be dere.. and yup..i can always be there when you need a friend but we wun be like the past. sumtimes i seriously think you realy shld cherish friends ard you.. hope you can understand.. i thought of the past and what you tell me on the phone and i think its like we wun be like what we were la, becus we got to built up everything and besides i've got shan already.. so its like i didnt give u as much attention as last tym is like .. maybe i learnt a lot during that 5 mths of cold war..
maybe i should try explaining to u in person cus it sounds a bit lame here.. lols..
aniway, thanks marlene and sry fer the attitude..(;
`learn frm ur mistake..

loLs.. nEw sKin.. gOt TA cHAnge tHe tAg bOarD tOo, loLS.. iNvAding in To my privAcY iS kiLlIng mEe..

loLs.. nEw sKin.. gOt TA cHAnge tHe tAg bOarD tOo, loLS.. iNvAding in To my privAcY iS kiLlIng mEe..

wOots.. juse came back frm marlene, went there to swim with melissa.. haha. yesterday my parents were like farked up can?.. i feel so restricted la.. and like i cant do anithing, i cant go aniwhere. wth lorr. asshole parents. thats yesterday, todays is okie already. went to swim with mel, we swim cum play frm 1.30-2.45, first tym so onns lorr, we swim 10 laps.. hahah.. acutally we plann to swim 20 de, but didnt have strong determination and besides the distance is too far liao le. arhaha those are crap, the reason why we didnt complete 20 laps is cus no strength.. hahah.... and mel forget ta bring her +++ then she cant change after that.. a bit brainless lorr..=x.. lols..ya la.. partly is cus i nv say we;re going ta change after that buthen whu so stupid dunno that after swimmin mus change?..lols..k la..shan't start the suan-in..
yesterday is a crazzy day, its the last day of common test and like durin eng, like ppl cry cus they fail eng.. lols.. a bit werid lorr.. like cry cus of reasult?.. thats cool.. meet ming han after schh, drank bubble tea.. hahah.. finally lorr hor dear?.. after so long..(:.. then went to east pt, then went back to sch canteen, i do art, he study.. but ended up talking and crappin most of the tym.. hahah..then he went fer his mock, i went fer dance.. the costume is like blacckk totally..lols.. then we meet again after dance, i went fer friday rendevous, he went homee. hahah.. we walk frm interchange to the place lorr, lu tu yao yuan.. lols.. but it seems to be shorter when he's ard..=).. then he went home.. hahah.. rendevous was like cool la.. so happening lorr.. lols.. then we meet after that again, hahah.. first tym meet so many times.. lols.. aniway thanks fer that milk tea dear.. hmm.. then we walk a long way la.. took bus, and dere.. the seperation part.. hmmm..i hate the seprating, only if we could just be together always lorr.. every min.. that'll be cooler than cool.. lols.. yupp.. lols..its like lazyy ta carry onn.. i love you, and i cannt do without you..

everythings like so fine lorr.. loLs.. like in the first place nthing's wrong, i like ponder and like totally think a lott.. haha.. and like sryy dear. everytime when i think too much u gt to try to like console me and explain.. lols..i know its bad. but thanks, for all the comforting..=) and the hug yesterday too..(;.. today play paint till mad can? during art, we got a of left over paint then like we were thinkin what will it be like to touch paint, so, i dipped a finger into the paint..thEn 4 fingers then the whole hAnd.. lols then the whole arm..so its like we started off with a finger then ended off with the whole arm..so we like smack each other's hand on the way to the toilet until ou like uniform is totally polluted. aRhahah..the whole thing was funny. laugh till cry lorr.. and the shan is that culprit that stained my uniform. lols.. went to toilet to wash up and then the whole uniform was like wet, but hers is even worse. =x.. late fer 35 mins fer the next lesson.. loLs..

today's pathetic. i'm losing grip, ur ignorance is making me sick.. we're driftingg far apart.): we're no longer like the past, long hour on phone. msgin almost every hour. whats happening?. mabe to u its perfectly fine but i'm dyingg. maybe u dun realise it at all..=(, onlY if i could turn back the clock, i wann the heritage day to cum again.. i wanna be together, just the 2 of us.. tmrr is the 3th month. do u care?. aren't u excited?.. maybe i'm crazy,but once again its all burstingg out.. i burstingg.. i cant hold back anymore.. i always thought i could just smile and everything would be alright, but it isn't.. nVm.. this are all craps.. i'm shattered, totally torned apart.. i'm dead~. i cant live without u..=/.. nVm..i'll just smile and tell myself everythings fine. nthing's wrong.. sHirUi <3> minghaN. lOving sUmoNe mAke u strOngEr, anD hEarTs lIve bY bEiNg woundEd..

tOdAys sKit wAs lIke aLriGht.. eVerYtHinG tuRnEd oUt tO bE fiNe. yEstErdaY rEhErsaL wAs fuNny.. yUp..wEnt to sEe thE aUdiTioNs aFter sChOoL..maKinG cheEze cAke nOw,gOing tO bRiNg to sChoOl if its lIke eDibLe..(:

didnt went to school on friday cus was sick..lols..den yesterday was like a nice day, dance club was invited to this erm.. heritage walk thingy to perform. like malay dance, band and dnce club was invited la.. reported in school at like 11.00 then practice dnce till 12.15 like that then went lunch with shan, jac, jia,car and mel..yup..then the make up time..lols..once again tears flow when putting eye liner, haha..then got everything ready den took the bus to that place la..the singapore river there..its like clerk key..but dunno how ta spell..=x..on the bus was like noisy can?..and we found out sumthing..when shean stop makin noise then u count..1,2,3,4,5..its like before 5 seconds.. he'll start talking de loRr..hAha.. they were singing la..at the back of the bus..with cat, melody,ini..i think..yup..then shanaz was tellin ghost stories..sumthing like that la..then reach already we tried out loRr..first tym everyone was dancing la..then the second try out i was like onli standing there..didnt really dance la..cus like its like hot lorr under the hot sun..like sum retard like tat.. but iits also partly cool la..in a way..then we went to seven eleven to get drinks..we got big glup..totally funny can?..the caisher was just in front of the big glup there..we acutally can like drink then refill then drink then refill..until we were satifised..aHAaha.. den went back to the reporting area..to do make up..hahah..so cool..first tym in 14 years i help so many peeps to make up lorr..but the process of make-up-ing was like omg..hahah..yup then band played 'tong hua'..loLs..its like nice lorr..then followed by malay dancer then DAncE cLub.. hahah..its like so nice la..nt even nervous at all..hahah..buthen sadly we cant stay fer the fire wrks..den ont he way back we found out that the dance make up kit was like left behind..lols..then meet mh after that, sent me hme..then he took cab back to meet his friend..hhaah.. had a graeat tym la..=)..hais..then today's going to be a slacking day..cus i nv go fer kotekitai cus my voice is like bad la..loLs..like voice broke..lols..yup la..i gt to like tsart studyin fer common test liao..but like i'm so nt startin..going to start chinese SOON.. i totally hate mojo can?..totally 'pretty' lorr..=)..

Life's just like buses.
People get up, people get down.
Some friends come and go.
I don't know how long you will stay on my bus.
But I'm glad that you were once on my bus.
i nEvEr rEgRetTeD a tHiNg;

today was like cool.e whole performance wasnt as bad as i thought it would be..=)..woke up at 4.00 cus we gt to report at 5.45..and i gOt to like wash hair and stUff, in the morning i tent to do things at a very very slow pace..lols..everybody like woke up and 5.00 loRr..i was like a retard to wake up so early la..met carmen and jacklyn at 5.30 at the simei interchange dere..and like totally crap lorr..i think the ppl there were like thinkiNg 3 retard, cum sch so early..but its like wadeva..maybe i think too much..ahahah..
but its like when we aRrive in schoOl its like totlly bLank can?..like nt like normal days..i know..duhs..its like its the first tym in my whole life i reach school so early lorr..i know my life is nt very long la..but yar..then went to toilet to tie that act cute hair style and put the basic make up..den, carmen help me put eye liner,..then tears just fLow out..ahahha..went up to dance room..to rEport then change then go and sing the national athem..then we like totally shouted loRr..like shouting singing..and i thiNk its totally out of tune la..but whu cares lorR..but the pleque part's nice cus we nv went out of tune..=)..but then the parade square is like hot la..probably we wearin like 3 layers of clothes..
den after that we went up o the holdin area..then saw ming han..ahahah..i thought he nv cum to schoOl lorr, cus i cant find him at the parade square..lols..
then we went to the boys toilet to touch up. there was an indian cleaner there..he was like.." this is the boys toilet and the gers toilet is upstairs.."he said it in a india essences..hahah..but like whatever la..we say nvm la..same..its like boys toilet is so cOol loRr..i thought boys toilet wouldnt stinks but seems like it stinks even more than the gers toilet la..=x..hahah..but boys toilet is cool..okay.whats this?..brieffing on toilet?..lols..
To the assholes that nv do ur own pong pongs.. like what the fark la..nv do then nv do la..dun go ard taking other ppl pong pongs can?.. like selfish ass-es la..sick la..idots lorr..okie nvm..
den the performancing time was like so fast can?..just go up then cum down liao..the last pose was funny..lols..i think i so look horribly fat..but the whole thing was alright la..hopefully.. =)..
meEt ming han after that, went to tm with him then okie..we found out that "the maid" was like showin today..lols.. so embarrased can?..cus i keep sayin its on the 18th de..lolss..but it turn out to show on today la..hahhA..nvm la..things like this always happen..went home together with him..
then reach home bathe then sleep..hAHah..yUp..about it la..had a great time today..really wish i can catch the movie with him on wednesday..=)..shirui love ming han..ahahah.

If you have problems in your relationships, try and fix them.Dont pretend its okay.Dont push your girls away,they are everything to you.Maybe the best thing for you,Listen to them, Treat them like princesses,Go out of your way once and a while forthem,take care of them when they are sad, and dont let go...
Girl: hey, baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain to me
Boy: i just lost a championship game,parents flipped out on me for no reason,and im catching a cold
Girl: well, hey there will always be othergames,you know ill take care of you when yoursick,what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for acar repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye.
Girl: wait, i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure.
Girl: bye.
Boy: bye.
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead her friend was killed instantly....shes incritical condition ..
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: ( crying )
Boy: why? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in amajor car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up in the hospital room ...standing outside the door going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something ortell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it.....it said .....
you are everything to me....i love youwith everything i am and everything ihave...i want to spend the rest of my life with you...sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket fromthefirst movie they went toand the first picture they took togetherhe kissed the picture as a tear fell from hisfaceonto the pictureit looked as if in the picture she was cryingthen the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead..so treasure whats ard and nv neglect anything or anibody..

juSt gOt thE uRgE to bLog cUS lIKe aS reAdiNg bLOgs and tHE inteRnet ws a bIt wrOnG so juRse bLog whIle waiTiNg fEr tHE oTher paGe..=).. okAy..toDae mY bAg wAs fUlL wiTh cLOtheS..anD lIKE iTS a bIt siCkeNinG lA..cUS liKE bKs arE heAvy bUt cLothEs aRe fAt anD wiLl mAke uR bAg lOok bOombAstIc..hAh.. hAd p.E todAy..rUn and tHEn pLAyEd bAdmINtOm fEr 3 mInuTes tHen stArteD sLacKinG anD tAlkIng bOut tHE dAncE attaIr..lIke whU'Ll gO anD rEmemBer tHE sTEps wiTh thE cOstUme..hAHah..i tHink i'Ll bE woRryINg aBOut tHE fAts rAthEr tHAn tHE stEps..=x..lOLS..hOpefUllY nOt lA..=)..tHen mEet hIm afTer sChOoL..dEn, wEnt fEr dAncE anD tHE kOTekitAi pErfoRmaNcE..tHE whOle thInG wAs quIte sucEssfUL buThen tOtalLy nO strEnGtH aFteR thAt..loLS..tOok dIreCt bUS hMe..anD i knOW yOu'rE extRemeLy pIsS La..bUt i rEAllY cAnT dO aNIthIng AbouT iT..bEcuS i didNt prOmiSe u iN tHE fiRst pLacE..nVm..
i rEAllY cAnt stOp thInkiNg bOut the coStuMe lOrr..loLS..bUt iTs liKE we'Re quiTe prepAred tO lOok oFf on thAt dAy..loLS..
`fAlLiNg dEepEr anD dEepEr,In lOvE lIKe nV bEfoRe..

thIS is so kiLliNg mE..
thE song is oUt of pOint....

hEexhEe..fInalLy. mY cOm is oKAy..i Woke uP lIke eArlY todAy cuS wAs lIke sLeEpiNg tHe wHolE dAy yEstErdAe..loLS..rEAliSed thAt mY bLog soNg suCks..mEl?..hOW?..hAHha..gOinG fEr jAsS pAnTs mEasuRmEnt lAteR..yUppIes..tHAt dAy tHAt wE weNt To sp wAS lIKe so cOoL loRr..mE mEL cARmen shAn jiA jiA anD jAc wAs iN a gRoUp..tHen wE tOtAlLy thOugHt wE weRe gOinG tO wiN caN??..then iTs lIke wE wEre dIsqUalifiEd..hHAha..So iTs lIke tAke it as a jiAn fEi xInG dOnG..hAHha..tHen ccS wAS lIke cOoL lOrr..so uNiTed suNg tHe sCh sOng lIke nOboDys bUisnEss lIke tHAt..iTs lIKe sO lOud lOrR..Even lOudEr tHEn thE evErydAy moRnIng scH sOnG bY lIke so mUcH lORr..hAHha..The whOlE thInG wAs cOoL lA..yUp..thUrSdAy wAs mY bRoThErs b'dAe..hE gOt a gAme bOy lOrr..baIS lOrr..iTs liek iTs eveN morE eX. thAn mY hP..hMmm..hAHah..k La..lAsy TA tYPe lers..bYe..i lOve mIng hAn..=)..

hahAh..iTs liKe loNg tYM aGo sinCe i'Ve bLog anD yUp..mAny thIngs chAnge lA..okay me anD mH is gOinG on grEatlY anD okAy..i"m mIssinG hIm bAdlY..cUs thER lAst tYm i sAw hIm waS fRIdAy..hMmm..anoTheR 8 mOre dAes tO gO..thEn iTs lIke 2 mThs lIao..loLs..anD i"m buCkINg uP fEr bOth sCh anD kOtEkiTai daNce cUS liKE haVE bEen miSsinG loTs oF prActiCes..yuP..cuS koTekiTai biG dAYs is lIKe arOunD thE cOrnEr la..a bIt stReSsfUL lA..cUs liKe neW stePs cHucK tO yOU just lIKe tHAt..hAHha..i'M barElY suRvIvInG lA..bUT yUP..HAhah..aLriGhT..anD cAtcHinG uP iN dancE cLuB..weEwEE~..wIlL gET tO mEeT hIm liKe at lEAst 3 tiMes nExt wEEk cUs oF thE pErfOrmAncEs..hAhah..hOr mH?..=)..bUt i'Ll alWays rEmeMber tHAt wHEn a fRienD lEavEs,dOsenT mEAns thAt thE fRIeNdshIp hAs an eNd..cUs thE mOSt imPortAnt thInG is tHAt fRIeNdshIp alwAys lIveS iN thE heArt..=)..anD i alWays trEasuRe bOth Of yOU in My heArt..yUP..whA..soUnD sO cHim hErE..loLs..yEAp..thE lAzynEss is hEre agAin..bUdbYEs..

tOday iS jUSt anOthEr pAthetIc daY..my liFe iS so ShiTiFiEd lOrR..hMm..so DePerssInG..i qaRreLleD wIth mY mUm yEstErdaY..aNd iT wAs thE wOrSe qUaRreL In tHe pAst 14YEars tHat i"m oN eArth..this iS bLoody iRriTatiNg lOrr..i"m At thE oFfiCe..sEe hOw sHiTifIed thIs is?..i"m gOIng tO diE..cUS i'M dYinG to go bAck to siNgapOre..okIe!!!..i jurSE bLog cuS juRse rEaliSe thAt i'vE bEeN m-I-a fOr qUitE sUmtIme..anD i dId sOmetHinG to thE bLogsKin..hAhha..cUs thE lasT oNe iS sPoilT aS in caNnt sEe aNyTHinG..anD i thInk this bLog iS gOinG to have prObLemS sOoN cUS juRse nO the tAg boaRd waSnT workiNg..sO iF u rEad thIs just tRy tAggiNg kIes..cUs praCTiCe mAkeS pErfEct thEn mayBe thE tAg bOaRd wIlL be oKay..iTs lIKe iF praCTiCe mAkeS pErfEct thEn nObOdy iS pErfEct thEn y pRactIce rIghT?..okAy jUsT crAsppiNg aWay..hhHAah..jUst tAg thE taG bOaRd kiEs..=)..mH iSnT onlIne..hAveN bEeN tAlkiNg tO hIm fOr qUitE sUmtIme..i"m dYinG..i hAvE a sHitIfiEd liFe..

yestERday wEnt tO frIeNd tO stAy oVerniGht..sLeEp At 1.30 ANd WokE uP At 6.00..i"m sO dAmnlY sLeePy cAn?..*yAwnS*..i NEeD tO sLeEp..yESteRDay WaS cOoL..we werE okAy ANd tAlk lIKe we werE likE laSt tYm..nO moRe bU-shuANg-nEss..hahHa..nOW in offiCE..hAlf AwakE..Dun thInk i"lL dO muCh tOdAy cUS wIlL bE sLAcKinG Away..tIlL 6.30..i"m dYinG..lOokIng fOrwaRd tO luNcH tyM..HahahH..dEY wEnt tO kArAokAy yEstERdAy..Hahah..mAny pPL gOt dRuNk lOrr..And thE tHInGs thAt thEy dO iS lIKe fUnny..lAughIng Away..LolS..anD thEy tEst mE thE cHinEse rYmTh i thInk..lOLs..fUnnY likE shiT lorr..lOLs..yuP wOrK tyM stArtIn..bUDbYEss..* pRomIse tO hOld oN nO mAttER wAD..

damnly shattered when i saw the testi u write for her..i thought you were different frm others but after all you are the same as others..u promise mi before we stead..this kinda stuff wouldnt happen but seems to mi its jurse BROKEN PROMISE...its like i tried so hard to get this going but maybe you dun even care..and like imagine you see this kinda testi on a guy profile written by mi..what will you be thinkin?..how would you feel..i like so damnly hurt,shattered and dissapointed..maybe this means nthin to you..but it means a lot to mi..hais..nvm.
will we carry on?..i tried so hard to get it going but are you?..i'm falling more for you each day..do you feel the same..well..maybe you dun..maybe ur feelings fade long long tym ago..so i'm like the fool..=(..maybe this is all a lie..a broken fairytale..

yEstERdAy wAs liKe mOoDlEss Day lOrr..AftEr sEeIng uR mSg in FriEnDstEr..iT wAs liKe helL lorr..haiS..i fEeL oVer-pRoTecTed cAn?..anD a BIt pIss oFf.. bUt i'Ve pRomiSe tO do AniThinG to lEt thIs cOntInuE..sO i apOloGiSed..bUt iTs oKAy lErs..bUt i wAs pArtLy in The wRoNg..soRry kIEs..hMmM..sLeEp aT 2.30 am yEstErdaY..sO i"m lIke fReaKinGlY tIreD..
i WiLl hAng on No mAtteR waD..cUS i lOve yOu tOo mUch..i"m cRazzY..lOls..hAlf asLeeP..*yawNs*..
wheRevEr wE aRE..
a WoRlDs aParT i kNow u"lL nEvEr bE thAt FAr..
cUs hEre in mY hEArt thErEs a pIctUre oF us..
tOgEthEr fOrEveR..
fAdIng In thE bRoKen..
wHeNeVer i mIss..
mIss yOu so mUcH..
iTs moRe thAn i cAn bEar..
now i Wun cRy..
i'Ll juSt cLosE mY eYeS anD kNow yOu'Ll bE thEre..
*<3*>

yesTerday wAs lIke..sHiTTiEst dAe oF tHis tRiP..lOLss..hAd a lItTlE fUn in THe oFFiCe..Then WenT sWiMmiN aFtEr thAt..dEn wENt fOr aEroBIcS lEssoNs..iT wAS cOoL..tHe tRAiNEr wAS FuNNy..tHEn mY mOm bEg mY tO PeI hEr fOr yOgA..tHe yOgA wAs lIKe hElL anD wAs tOtAllY a FLoP loRr..iTs lIKe mEdItAtIon lEssOn caN?..aNd MoSt pF thE PArt wAs tEAcHinG yOu hOw To bREatH..lIKe oF cOuRSe wE gOt tO bREaTH..tHE tRaIner waS a GuY..i THiK hEs a gAy oR sUmtHIng..cUS hE lOok lIKe He hAvE bEEn cHarMeD oR sUmthINg..i WAs ToTaLly gRoSsed oUt bY thAt lEssOn loRr..tHE anothEr gAy that cOme fOr thE lEssoNs wAs aLsO n rIghT..He KeEp AskIn mE tO pAy aTtenTiOn..lIKe iTs sOme kINdA liFe aNd dEath thInGy..Then i DiD sUmThinG stUpID..i tEsT iF i"m dReaMin cUS iTs lIke rEallY baD..i"m lKe tElL mI thiS iS a dREaM..iT likE lAsTed fOR 2 hOuRs cAn?..itS lIKe YUcKs loRr..i"ll nEvER EvEr aTTeNd aNy YogA tHinGy in mY lIfE..lIKe yOu gO thEre To lEaRn hOw To bReatH?..eVeN a BaBy knOw lOrr..loLs..thEn aFtEr that mEdItAtiOn thINgy wE wEnT fOr dInNer..The fooD wAS nIce..thEn i haD thE thOuGHt lIke yOu WiLl onLy gEt tO eat lIKe mAyBe OncE a LIfE tYm..sO i eAt a LOt aNd i lIKe wAnnA vOmIT aFteR thE dInnER..lIKe i GAin 10 kG oR sUmthIng..THeN kEEp bUrTiN..lOLs..tHEn sOoN iTs okAy..=)..thEn i faL a aSLeEp in tHE cAr..hAHahh..wEnt hMe aNd bAthE aNd sLeeP wIth thE uNdRiEd hAiR..

aNd nOw i"m iN thE oFfiCe..pReTenDiNg tO wOrk..lOLs..cHattIng aLL thE way..=x..

u tAkE caRe oF uRsElf k..wAiTinG fOr uR frIeNdSTer rEpLy..
mIsSiNg yOu bAdLy..=(..bUt sTilL sUrViVinG..hAHah..thIS iS sO a lonG pOSt..lOLs..lUncH bReaK iS aLmoSt OvER..hUMpS..
bYE~...

iTs lIke i"m gOing To dIE lA..i'M fEeling So iNsEcure..hUmpS..IZziT cOs i Like You Too mUch or wHat?..aNd i"m mIssinG yOu badlY..hAis..whaeN iS thIs gOing To be OvEr??..=(..jUst cAme BaCk FrM sWimmINg..gOt sun bUrn..cOs hAve bEen in tHe pOol fRoM 10-3..hahHaa..iTs lIke The Only tImE tHaT i Dun thInk Of yOu iS thE tYm wHen i BUzy..THis iS sO kIlLinG mI..hAiS..DYYIINNGG~~...

iTs lIke i"m sErIouSly ROttINg lArS..gEtTing fAttEr aNd fAttEr eAch dAy..hUmpS..iN thE oFfiCe nOw..Its likE eNdLeSs wOrk. dAmn sIaN lOrrS..thE dAe bEfOre yEsTerdAe weNt sHoPpinG..cOoL lArs..bOuGht lOtaS sTufF loRrs..Hhahah..sHowEr cAp aLso..a pInk one thEn mUmmY lOOk aT thE sTuff i bOughT aNd nAg fOr thE wHolE dAy lOrss..thEn wEnt dInnEr aNd then iCe cReaM..lIke eAtiNg iCe-cReam eVery dAy..dAilY thInGy..HahAah..sO its likE gEttIng fAt iS aLso a DailY thINg..LOls..iTS LiKE My DaDDY SeCeRTaRY(IS It SPeLL LiKE THaT?..)Is DaMN CoOL CaN?..WE ARe FooLInG THe WhOLe DaY YeSterDae..iTs lIKe We aRe nT alLOw to Use iNteRnEt fOr Own pUrpOse uNleSs bReak tYm loRr..thEn sHe wAs lIKe gOssipIng wIth mI in mSn aNd aSk mi tO bEwaRe of MY dADdis s[y..lOLs..tHEn kEep pLaYinG pRanKs on the diNg donG oF thE oFfiCe..wRitE plEase kiCk my AsS on a SticKer thEn pAstE on hIm thEn hE goT lOtaS fOOtpRinT tHere bEfoRe hE reALisE..LOlss..hEs bLurR..oKAy bReak's ovER..sO cAnT uSe fOr oWn pUrpoSe lIAo..lOLs..i"m lIke lAmE tODae..=p..bYE bYee~..

loNg tYm nEvEr bLog lErs..cOs iNtERneT cOnneCtioN aT hOme iS rOttEn..LOls..now iN thailAnd..daDdis oFficE..lUnch ma..sO juRse uSe thE cOm..HAhahs..sHAn!!..YOu dUn hAvE taG bOaRd..thEn nT oNlinE..lOLs..hUmps..iTs lIke lIfe hEre iS aLriGht loRr..bArelY sUrViVing..went sWimmiN yEsrteRdae anD the aErobiCs tHinGy..kIndA cOoLs..Then wEnt tO jOg iN thE gYm eArLier thIs MoRnIn bEfOre cUmin To ofFiCe..gOt tO bUrN FATs..AHah~..bOugHt a New sWimmIn cOsTumE YeStERdae..LOls..bUt gOing tO bE sTucK hErte fOr a mOnth..haiS..wOndEriNg hOw Are You..iTs lIke I'M tHailaNd fOr OmlY 2 dAys bUt iTs lIke i FEel i"m hEre fOr a mOnth lE las..
hao xiang ni.
xiang dao bu neng hu xi
xiang dao chuang shen mei li qi.
mei you guan xi.
ni bia wang ji wo men de yua ding.
yi zhi dou zai wo xin li.
bu guan ni zai na li.
bu yao wang le.
wo you duo mo ai ni..

hEY..iTs lIke eXamS aRe fInaLly Over..i'M okAy wIth my reAsuLt lAs..aNd 180505 wAs lIke nIce dAy..=)..mi aNd sHan iS nOt sIngLe aNymOre..lOLs..hOr sHan??..hAhaH..now nEvEr rEalLy bLog cOx cOm sPoiLt..nOw aT cOuSin hSe..itS lIke i fOund mY fAiRytAlE..But hEs a bIt tOrTiSe..hAHah..bUt aLrIgHt lA..BUt tHEre wEre a lOt oF uPs aNd dOwNs bEfoRe wE wERe tOgEthEr..HAhah..buT sHan IS AlsO qUitE lUcKy yEa??..hahah..nEvErmInd..Its lIke thE thRee oF us..mI jAc ShAn..= mIng tiAn jian..lOLss...gTg lIao..bUais..=).

hEy..noW iN cOm lAp aGaIn..=)..lIke pPLs hAvIn eXaMs..wE'Re hERE pLaYiN cOm..
iTs lIKe i hATe U cAn?..sTop iNtERfEriNg iNto mY lIfE aNd jUrsE cARe bOuT uR oWn bUiSnEss lAs..iTs lIke iRrItaTinG lAs..aNd KeeP uR cOmmEnTs tO uRsElf aNd sToP cOmmEnTiN oN thINg thAt i Do bEcoS iTs NOnE oF uR bUisnEss..u aRe oUt oF mY lIFe..
jUst nW aTe sAndwIcHeS aNd tHEn iTs lIKe tHe pOrrIgE iS tEmPtIn lAs..tHEn mI aNd sHaN sHaRe..aNd yA..yEstERdAE wAs lIKe SICK lA..iN cLass i WAs sTepiN oN a RinG fIle tRyiN tI fLaTeN iT lA..tHEn THe rInG eNtEr mY ShOe aNd IntO mY fEet lA..aNd nOw iTs lIKe tHERES a hOLe thERe..sUckS lA..tHe hOme-e lEssOn wAs fUn..MIsS sHaNaZ sHarEd hEr gHoSt sToRiEs..lOLss..eXaMs iS likE sTarTin tmL lORss..wTh..i hAvEn stArtEd sTudYin aNythIN yEt lOrss..=x..lOLs..

nOw iN sChOol dEr cOM lAp..=)..mAry sOh leT uS uSE cOM..cOOl hOr? yEsTerdAY wEnt To gRaNdmA hSE fOr MotHErs dAy cElEbRaTioN..dEn wEnt tO lOoK aT hAnDpHoNe..cOx mY aH mAh wAnnA cHaNgE a pHOnE thEn AfTer sHe cHaNgE sHe cHaNgE wItH mII..loLss..lOvE hEr..WEnT aCaRd wiTh cOusIn..cOoL lEhs cOs lIke u Go iN thEn pAy $2 fOr 1 hOur dEn cAn plAy aNithINg..hAhAh..i pLaY thE dRumMer thIngY..iTs likE hAnD aNd lEg cAnnOt cOrdInAtE lORss..lIke iDoT lArS..kEeP oN sTagE fAil..dEn wEnT hOmE qUiTe lAtE loRss..dEn dO maTHs hoMewOrk.dEn iTs likE eVerYthINg dUn knOw hOw tO dO deRs..lIKe eXaMs cOMiN liAo lERs..sO aGiTatED laRs..yUp loRs..iTs lIKe tImE fLiEs loRS..yEstERdAe aT clEmEnti THen nW in sChoOl lIao leRs..=)..iTs LikE fIrST tIme bLoogIn iN scHooL lAr~..=)..
hEArD thIs sOng thIs mORnIn iN thE cAR..Den YuP..juRsE tYPe lArS.+)..
skIEs ARe dARk ITs tIme fOR rAin..
fInaL cAlL u bOaRd thE tRAiN HeaDin fEr tMrr..
i wAvE gOOdbYe tO yESrERdae..WipE thE tEaRs u HIdE uR fAcE..
hOw cAn i Be sMilIN lIKe bEfOre?..wHen bAby u DUn lOVe mI aNymORe~..
sO sAY iT iSnT sO..tELl mI u'Re nT lEaVin..
sAy u'vE cHaNgE uR mINd nOw..tHat i'M onlI dREamIN..
thAT thIs iS nOT gOodbYe..thIS iS sTarTin ovEr..
iF u WAnnA knOw i Dun wAnnA lEt gO..
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mY cHinEsE pApEr sUcKs!!..lOLs..iTs lIke i"m gOin tO fLunK..hUmPs..mOjOjO sUckS lOrss..tAlkIn tO sHanniE nOw..lOLs..hElp hEr dO bLog sTuFF..gAn dOng nT?..lIKe vEry lAzzIe tO tYpE liAo..
sUmbOdyS sIck LeHs...gEt wEll sOon kiEs..tAKe CaRE KKS..=)..

mOJOJOJO sucks like..its like the er-xin-ness is there lorss..lols..when to shan hse to study todae..coolness lors..=)..and yup..got a lot closer..hahah..its like the exam tmr sucks lorss..humpx..chinese..suckiest subject ever..and the chinese letter writin thingy..i'm so lost..hahah..
i'm not able to find the answer..will we be together??..i like dun know la..feelings and stuff and sumtimes ur attitude make mi feel so worthless lorss..hais..where is the happiendingg??...

sumtimes its like i so think i sux las..cox like i was totally nt in the mood then i nv reply all ur smg and rejected all ur calls..srryy k..i was like very stressed up bout things that we were talking earlier on..its like maybe we are nt fated of wad la..cos its like there are so many problems and stuff and do u realli think we shld hold on or maybe its jurse tym to let it go?..cox i'm losing grip..and i think u wouldn't understand lorss..so its like i'm realli confused las..so yup..sorrie fer the attitude yesterday..=/.. shitified life la~..
got to like start studyin nw..but i'm so nt in the studyin mood..its like what a thing to day las..i'm so waitin fer tym to pass cox i wanna watch the 9.00 show..lols.

the true happiness in life is to love and to be loved...=)..

today is like cool lorss..like 2e3 rocks la..the class t is nice lors..then its like united can?everybodi wear las..lols..went to the stadium with the idot..lols..its like u are Late las..bad lorss then walk so fast..cool hor??hahah..then the stadium was like hot las..like the sun is like next to miie lorss..but had a great tym until i have major headache lorss..then i was like nt hyper animore..hahah..den go tm then ok liao..then went tm slack lors..took neoprint..=)....lols..den we went hme together..mi and the idot..hahah..thanks k..fer like pei-in mi sit the bus..=)..then went bladin cox like seriously got to burn fats..lols..i nv fall can?..like so cool las..lols..den found out my litte brother..has a girlfriend..like hello..he's 6 onlii las..lols..so kraazziiee lors..lols..then came hme..eat and then sit here till nw..=)..
its like 160505 is so cumin and i haven realli got the answer la..wth lors..but realli enjoyed the dae todae...like coolest od the cool las..lols..=)..

back to post liao..jurse came back after roller bladin..hahah..then went roller bladin after dance..yup the band play the tong hua todae is like so cool las..hahah..nice lehs..hmmm..exams cumin lers..sucky lors..and 16 may is also cumin liao..and sports day is like the ae after tmr..wha..hmmm..so nevous..nt that i runnin las..but the meetin..lols..i failed maths test again..wth las..hais..but whatever loss..i was like hyper all dae long..hahah..hais..i think i go bathe liao..mama naggin u see... we were meant to be supposed to be but will we lose it??..hahah..listenin to happiendingg nw..=)..then like wonderin..will we have a happiendin??..
to that sumone livin on earth..
i hate u!..stupid fatty las..wth..stop bragging can?..its like worse than irritatin las..and if its like u are innocent. pig can fly las..like jurse admit what u've done and shut ur oily mouth can??...wha..i'm like pissly piss off..i jurse hate u las..wth..go and ponder all the evil stuff u've done las..its like so 'innocent' las..

at my cousin hse..so jurse blog yii ge yii sii las..havin flu and sore throat..lolss.shout too much yesterdae fer sports hits..lols..then its like cool can??..hahahh..ya..i win the sms thingy..lols..we are back to normal again..=)..

hey~..todae was like a humpx dae las..like u cool lors..realli nv sms mi..hahah..nvm!..i'll win de las..cus i'm goin to jian chi dao dii..hahhaa..we see whu win kies..=)..ya..if u dun like mi..u can like press alt + F4 and leave her las..like dun act like sum cowards and tag the tagboard with ur crap..then is like wanna tag at least write ur name can??..then i can know whu hate mi mas..hahha..lols..today was a like cool dae las..yup..durin english i was like drawin lors..cus the lesson is borin lorss..then mr miea took away the bk and say he'll confiscate it..so its like wdever las..then got no bk so i jurse draw on the worksheet las..i also dun know why i just cannt stop myself frm drawin lorss..then he came over snatch the paper and say he wanna see mi after skol..then durin history..its like ms chan onli side boys la..wth. i think she's like so damn pian xin can?..hate her lorss..cus like sam spray water on mii las usin the nike bottle then my friend has a nike bottle too las..then just take hers spray back lors..then he sray mi then i spray back las..self defendin mas..lols..then that stupid chan took my bottle away las..like hello he also got spray lorrs then she say she onli see mi spray..like obviously he also got spray las..then like most ppl sae he gt spray then she say but i nv see it..like wth lors..den sam pour water then step on my chair then she say she nv see..like hello?..blind lors..suckii lors..didnt know she's so pian xin las..as in like i kinda think she's a bitch lors..as in like pick on gers and like side the boys..wtf?..kkis..nvm.. jurse nw type so ling las..then high lighted it wanna change colour then accidentaly press delete..lols..lazi type liao le..hahah

sorry fer spelling error..

todae was like totalli sian lorss..in the mornin they were late then after then dnt the sng lessons..then he keep suan-in mi las..yup..then chinese like noone in the class de lorss..they after that went to the hall thingy..after skol went to grandma hse at clementi cox its like my ah kong went fer eye surgery las..then i was like damn tires so i sleep fer a while las..then wake up they still tokin..ya lors..then acutalli wanna go eat mac des then mummi sae dun wan..she say go see rollerblade cox my one spoilt ler..buthen the shop close..so its like whatever las..then sumthin saddistic made mi like happi las..=x..my brother was caned..hahaha..like finally lors..yuppies..so happy lors..hahah..then after the canin he finally shut his blabber mouth..=))..so tired lors..tml got dance..haha..tml also got maths test..haix..=(..
yesterday u sae u wann the answer if u win todae..wha..it was like stress las..cus its like nt i dun like u la..its like my feelings fer u is nt as strong as ur feelings for mi..get it??..haix..so its like i got to say dunno las..i know its like sucki to drag this buthen its like u wan mi to stead with u nw can..but jurse that it wun be a like very very serious one lors..so its like....i wan to have a like serious one las..ya..and if u cant wait u can jurse let this go..cux i dun wan u to regret in the end or what lors..yupyupx..sorry...

today was lyk cool las..cox got no maths test..=))..was like postponed..hahah..but theres the science test las..then its like maths is on wednesday..then mumi is like pollutin the noise lass..lolss..then after skol went to eat cup noodles las..then its like stain my shirt..but its like normal las..cox everytym will like leave stains de..den went bck skol to eat cox darlin wee ting wants to eat the canteen food..then went to eastpt slack then go tampines mall.. lols..den came bck to skool..like we were like cumin in and out of the skool las..then sit at canteen a while..i like saw gw throw the long stick thingy..so funnie las..hahahah..ooppss..=x..damn tired lors..slept at like 2am yesterdae..was like studyin las..but like didn't remember anithin like that lors..hahah..yupyupx..siyi i like cong bai u las..u r like cool lors..*suan that passerby person..lols..thanks..=p..so in the mood to change colour..lols..

today is like half of the day was cool the other half was totally SHITIFIED lors..went out fer soka stuffy this morning..that was the enjoyin and cool thingy las..then after that mummi came with daddy,yao and qi..then its like we're supposed to go tm which sucks lorrss..like i dun even waanna go las..cox very tired and i slep at 2am yesterdae..i was like studin..hahah..decided to study fer science yesterdae then maths todae cox havin test tmrr..hais..yupyups..then the worse thing of all is that my sister has got a new phone las..k la..part of mi was jealous la..=x..cause its like ask mi go tm when i was like bloodily tired and its like i nv get a chance to go ice lemon tea..sux like todae was like the last day of the sale las..!..hahah..then we spent like so damn long in that singtel shop shoppin for HEr handphone..suckiie las..then i was like so extra las..i was just following behind and i was like very very quiet..then went fer dinner at that newly open shop and my sister was like sayin how nice her phone was la..irritating las..like who in the world knows u have a new phone..so i was like thinkin..can she jurse shuddupp..lols..ya la..then go buy paparoti...then i kinda have major moodswing..hahah..i never reply his sms propely..sry k...cox like wasn't in a good mood..i think he is like a bit pissed las..cox he nv reply also..=/..but think things will be like okay later las...lols..k las..got to go studii for science liao..=((... i'm wondering do u reallie mean what u sae..is that what u have in ur mind??...becox i think that like once u like sumone,that person will be part of ur life...true nts?..

yuppies..lolss..i'm like so damn hyper nw..cos like finally know how to change the blogskin liao..lols..then nw got no tagboard las..dun realli know how to put it in..then its like cannt ask anibody cox like everybodys at speech day las..then also haven completed the link thingy..but feel so you cheng jiu las...lols..as in like at last lors..=)..yupyupss..today lots of stuff happened..and mr sng Sucks las...he say he wanna see mi after school las..cox bout that parents letter thingy..lols..i wrote a letter and sign it myself cox its like that day very very tired and totally not in the mood to go school las..then i was like slackin at hme the whole day..den my mummy was pissed..she dosen wanna help mi write so got to write it myself las..DIY..then he suspected and then ask mi go see him then tell mi the 3 wolf story..what if u lie then no one will believe u...blaahblaahblaah..like totally got no link las..he lie fer fun i lie cox its like..u need a lie to cover a lie what..=x..lols..ya..then got pe today..cool lors..lols..cox its like i very long nv jog lers..then today jog that tym got that kinda burnin fats de gan jue..lols..mr bloody sng talk to my mum las..then that stupid person promise to lie to that bloody sng for mi de lors..then in the end betray mi..tell mr sng that i ask her lie to him..wha...jian-ed lors..nvm..den reach hme at 1 like that lars..work on the blog stuff lors..then went downstairs with mummi..pappie and yao..i acutalli play on the playground..lols..but its kinda fun las..lols..the com is like laggin nw so i think its going to stuck in no tym..so i beta stop typin later cannot save then i'll laugh lorss..lols..

lols..went to long johns today fer lunch las..mummy was like admitted into hospital lors..but nw at hme liao..=))..then i change the skin again..cox learning..lols..although i'm dumb las..yup..then went to ice lemmon tea..bought lots of stuff lors..lols..then went hme..yuppies..

soo happi..finally got a Skin..thanks to kenny..lolss..cox like he keep teachin mi and stuff and i'm like blurr like sotong then he say he'll do it las..lols...thanks..=))..todae stay back in skul lors..till like 5.30 like that went fer maths stuff..like practically slackin las..then went fer the reheresal thingy..so damn cool las..ate maggie noodles with bunch of crazzzii peeps..lols..at there laugh like shit..lols..then rain..so damn shuang like to like get realli wet in the rain..buthen onli got a little wet las..cox mummi wantted to pick mi upp..haix..lols..then sleep in tthe car fer a little while lors..then..bathe eat slack till nw..goin to like study fer the chinese stuff later..cox chinese teacher is mummi frends..later if i dun study she complain..lols...k la.

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fIrst tym posting..so its like jurse post yii ge yii sii first..its like everytym onli know how to post las..and the blog is so damn ugly las...arrggh..and i dun know how to change the skin..! sucki las..humpxx..