i was like look through my phone's pic.

and then i realised i did so fucking much for chinese can?

and its PROVEN!

just LOOOK~

yup, anyway.

we ain't allow to travel far in thailand these few days cause there's

like some election going on and then like maybe there'll be some

protest thingy.

so like shopping kinda suck yesterday :((

but i still managed to take some pics :D

grad night? :D

we were like trying the quality of my phone's cam. ((:

*-* i'm like in pajamas~

anyway, just came back after a long long run.

MAN! i like ran 3.6 km can. i feel PRO la, acutally. AHHA.

we woke up at 4.45 and went to jog at some queen sirikit park.

LOL. just had breakfast and chocolates. ((:

we can't go out today again. BOO~

i seriously seriously hope that when i say oh, just shutup and die.

it will happen, and then i realised, if it really really did happen.

many many people would be dead. okay.

but some people should really just die.





Right, on monday.

the chinese Os like fucking bad. its like super kind!

when i was doing the paper i like totally know i got to retake. ya.

it was that bad! like the paper can just die. :D

then met up with robert and serene. i made him like eat the whole

pot of hadimah's porridge. ((: that made me happy. :DD

melody soh came over to my hse. And she steal my clothes.

LOL. we kinda swope clothes? for a month.

mel: ur bag is going to be with me for like the next 10 million

month.

i don't intend to return acutally :DDD

i totally LOVE it.






on TUESDAYYYYY.

yup, this is the day that i'll be flying off to thailand for a month. (:

the place that i'll buy my clothes, shoe, bags, makeups and

everything.

:D yes people, i'll be back with some greater than peanut shell, i

promise.

met shan in the morning.

she came over to my hse and like she irritatingly played with all my

nail polish for like hours?. ya~

then went to the airport.

oh, we took many lame pics (:

my hand is the one that is polished and its NICER. :DD

anyway, million thanks for sending me off unsincerly ya.

XIEPEISHAN!


my brillent idea. *-*



i like LOVE this la, my finger can do stunt :DD



she was carrying out her brillent idea.

oh, cause me and my sis were like flying alone.

so like her friend was there and my friend were there as well, so we

decided to like meet up after that at 5.45 cause the plane will be like

taking off at 610. And then guess what? we were like fucking late

la. we reached at like 6.00. LOL. and then there's still the checking

in and all that. In the end the gate was like superly going to close. it

was like THE LAST CALL. hahah, we were like running all the way

can! everyone in the plane was like properly settled. we were the

like last 2. LOL.

Its like super . The condition in the plane was like TERRIBLE.

theres like one indian with arm-pitt odour sitting beside us and

than like there's someone with like deadrat kind of smelly leg

somewhere. and then like the guy sitting in front of my sis has like

oilly-semi-bald head? and the whole time he was like lowering his

chair. Its like super feel like smacking his oilly head can, but like

too gross to use ur hand so like if i've got badminton

racket ,maybe i'll do it. :DDD oh, there's like 2 cute old man that

look like history text book character beside me. TOTALLY. they

looked like they lived in the 1960s?

okay, i'll be going shoppping afyer a while. :DD i'll try to blog with

pics la kk. tag my blog ahh, or its like feeling so super dead. okay,

take care everybody. STUDY HARD!

thanks robert and serene for everything (: ya la, love you back

serene tan.

Robert Ou: better remember yr promise made k. (:

i love them. :DD

well, i'm updating after a long long time.
i felt so much, ponder enough.
its time that i've to let go.
i think i shant waste any more of my precious time on you.
i'll let you see that its not my lost.
i didn't lose you, you are the one that lost me-the beautiful me.
i won't cry because its over,
i'm going to smile because it happened.
or maybe i should just convince myself that you never existed.
i was all alone from the begining.
well..
now, i just want to keep smilling to the people that i love.

okay, mid year results yea?
well, i did fine.
kinda screwed up amaths paper one.
and ike i totally messed up e maths.
but well,
i fairly pass both la.
didnt fail any subject. ((:
and..
i got 4th in class FROM THE FRONT.
and 5th in the level.
*-*
now, i just got to start preparing for chinese Os.
i like seriously very wanna like get an A so like i dont have to retake.
BLESS ME!
i promise to do something tmr. [:

my eye is like fcuking irritaing.
its like it swell la, for like NONONO reason and then like i got to come home.
so i'm like at home doing nothing besides EATING?
i like ate plentyplenty of sushi and like crackers and maggi.
i'm kinda bored so like i finsh one huge bottle of marina grape.
OHMAN! i didn't know i ate so much la.
its like my eye can just go bang the wall and die.
i think i like look like some CREATURE now can.
and peishan tottally just laugh at it like its some kind of joke.
like WHAT~

i'm going to curl my hair when i go thailand.
i'm going to buy many many many clothes.
i'm going to be happy again.
i'm going to be preetier than before.
i'm going to smile everyday.
i'm not going to come up with any more brillent plan which always backfire in the end.
i'm not going to do anything that will leave me in regret.
i'm gong to study hard and do well for Os.
i'm going to treasure people that treasure me.
you'd see, just wait and see.
i'm going to do everything that i say i'm going to do.
(((:
the next time that we run in to each other again,
i'll proudly say.
i'm doing great without you. [:

i went out with melody on friday.
went to east coast to collect my pay then like from there we wanna head to bugis.
then melody was like 196 can go.
so like we waiting for the bus la.
and then after like 1/2 hour, we realised that we're waiting for the bus in a bus stop without bus?
its more like bus shelter la, no bus will stop there la.
i seriously dont get it la, i think the bus shuld just STOP?
and then we walk to the next bus stop and like wanna take 196 then the uncle was like 196 nv go bugis. walk to the main road and take 197.
like what the fuck!
so in the end we took CAB.
LOL.

oh and then we took neoprints ((:
maybe i'll upload our neoprint one day.
the freaking machine totally piss the hell out of me la, SERIOUSLY.
its like the deco part is pissing.
you see, you are like faced with some foreign language and a retard-which is melody la
and then like i kinda wanna delete something and then the retard was like okay, just press that.
and so like i just press that la?
then the stupid machine TERMINATED my pen.
so i can't do anything since my pen was terminated.
and the worse part is melody like don't know how to deco la.
she's like drawing and erasing?
like what~?
and then like i'm super piss la.
TOTALLY.
and then the machine like didn't let us choose the pic that we want can.
so there's one pic with disfigured face.
cause i was like trying one diff functions.
LOL.
then my face was deformed,
so i decided to deform mel's face too.:DD
so we like labelled that as unwanted pic so we like tried all diff kind of functions on that pic la.
and guess what?
IT WAS PRINTED OUT. xDD
ya~
but i was happy la, seeing melody laugh her lungs out in the MRT.
i had fun. [:
thanks melody soh eh hui the concave.

met my dearest peishan on sat. (:
played with hair curler and make-ups.
:DD
went to 7-11 to get nachos.
and then like i was like playing with the cheese thingy, and then i accidently pressed TWICE.
so when i went to the caisher to pay, the indian lady was like you press cheese twice?
i was like DUH!
((:
i think i kinda piss her off.
LOL
then i went to the court to get my blades.
*so much happened*
ya.
anyway, thanks shan for being so there.
we'll watch that lesbian show tgt some day kk, like before i go thailand la. ((:
you reached for my hand and touch my heart.
so i want you to be my bestfriend forever and ever.
i LOVE you lots BESTIE- even though you laugh at my eye like its some kinda JOKE.
i'm nice i'll forgive you.\
remember to thank me for the sushi treat ahh.
you EVIL ASS.
*-*

oh, thanks robert for helping me. (:
i know you totally loveme :DD
and also thanks for peing me today and feeling what i'm feeling when you see my eye.
ya la, serene thanks a lot as well.
LOVES.
okay! everyone is having chinese intensive programme now :(
i'm like fucking bored.
i guess i'd just continue EATINGG :D

okay, i've decided to blog ((:
went out like the past few days. like happily shopping, and i bought super a lot of stuff. and like spend a lot lot lot LOT. OKAY!
WOOOOO~
i'm like gng to thailand in like 2 weeks time :DD
anyway, i think i gt like nthing to talk abt la.
ya.
BYE

i'm like so super super excited. :DDDDDDDDD
okay, i've skates later.
but i'll be meeting melody first.
oh, i'm gng to buy my TOPSHOP pants with serene.
WOOOO.
exams periods were fcuking bad.
you pratically study and study and like rushing against tym.
and the worse part abt it is, having to fit all the knowledge that just don't seem ti fit to brain,
anyway, its OVERRRR.
oh, i think theres still like bio/phy MCQ.

NOONE WAS THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE SO BADLY.
NOT YOU, NOT HER,NOT THEM AND NOT EVEN HIM.
FUCKING BAD.
DAMN SHIT!
AND THEN NOW COMES THE STUDYING PART.
LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!!
THIS IS LIKE FORCING YOUR BRAIN TO KILL ITSELF.
I HATE IT WHEN THE SKY TURNS DARK.
I HATE IT WHEN I'M ALONE.
I HATE TO WAKE UP AND KNOW THAT MID YEAR IS COMING AND NO TYM IS LEFT TO WASTE.
I HATE TO BE IN ALL THIS STRESS.
I HATE TO GO THRU WHAT I'M EXPERIENCING NOW.
I HATE IT WHEN I NEED TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT I'M AFFECTED BY YOU.
I HATE IT.
SUPER VERY FUCKING HATE IT.
I WANT MID YEAR TO GO
I WANT YOU TO STOP AFFECTING ME.
I DON'T WANNA FEEL DEPRIVED OF LOVE.
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING
I WANT TO BUY PINK STUFF
I WANT BAGS, SLIPPERS, HEELS, SKIRTS, DRESS.
I WANT MY CHOCO HELLO PANDA.
I WANT TO GO CHATUCHAK.
I WANT ICE CREAM,SWEET,COTTONCANDY AND LOVE.
I WANT TO BE NATURALLY HAPPY.
I WANT TO FEEL LUCKY BEING ME.
I DON'T WANT SO FEEL SO EMPTY AND ALONE.
I WANT TO BE IN CONTROL OF MY LIFE.
I FEELING FUCKINGLY SHIT NOW
I'M JUST A LIVING DEAD AT THIS VERY MOMENT.
FEELING THE WORSE OF THE WORSE.
THE SHITTEST OF THE SHIT.
EVERYBODY CANJUST DIE NOW!