hmm, had a really really long ay yesterday.
felt very selfish, totally.
she once like you, you like me and i like him and he's just playing with his life.
what the fuck.

i was never so wild, knowing that we're just playing, yet i still went further than what i'm supposed to just to leave an impact. just hoping that you would stop and turn ard to take a look at me. i guess its just all my foolish thoughts.
LOL, but yesterday was great. we had a perfect time. you ask if i could be yr girl. HAHHS. as much as i love to, no.
i need a boyfriend that'd be serious . i want love not lust. :) dont think you'd be reading this.

i'd just tell myself that TODAY will be a brand new day, today i'd start some revision. and today, would be that first day that you'd not matter so much anymore. i've learn the dirrerence between love and lust.

for this lesson, i lost one very precious friend that would fly over just to see me smile, someone that would tell me the dumbest thing, someone that once called me at 2.22 to make me smile, someone that understands my sorrows. the sad thing is that my unhappiness is caused by him and when its shared with you it'd tend to build up ur unhappiness. Hmm. sorry for making you seem like a fool. whether you read this, i just wanna say that all that you've done will be remembered. thanks wings. and i'm really very very sorry.


thanks robert and serene foralways being there.
oh ya, thanks melody soh for like waking me up 3 times when i'm asleep and thanks so much for hearing me out the whole time.
i love you guys lots.

i got to start studying, i'd start at 3.00 later.
all the best everyone.
:D its over, we're just attracted to each other physically. this, i finally understand.

for this ugly and lousy post, i've decided to use ugly colours.

i wanna say..

:D i'm not that racist afterall. LOL

i taught her how to skate.

anyway, one little msg to you.

though your comments have zero impact to me. TOTALLY.

but still, i really hope you'd think abt ur criticism toward friends ard.

are you as good?

are you that admirable?

does anyone even think that you're a godness?

do you NOT have any faults?

and the BIG qns is.

are you BETTER than me?

i've got lotsa of things to point out as well but..

oh well, i dont wanna take you down.

how can you like act like those comments are like some praises?

MAN!

thats like cool in a SUPER UNCOOL way~

and i definetely do not look up to that.

i hope you can THINK.

i tried my best to tolerate this fault of yrs.

don't not try your luck and exceed what i can take.

(: