Im gng to blog. So please be excited!


Okay to all me dear friends.
:D
Srry for the dissapearence.
i wasn't feeling at the best mood thus don't really feel like talking about it, just wanna be left alone in a not abandon way.
YUP.
But as ya'all can see, i'm fine already!
I guess in life, everything somehow just cannot go smoothly and something just gota go the wrong way.
Come to think of it, Ya.
Maybe this is what makes us strong and learn.
Im learning how to be independent, how to not moan and complain, and how to perserve and tolerate no matter how assholl'ely sucky the situation is.

had like 3 Slices of Pizza and Garlic bread, Lotsa Rasins and chocolates.
And tell myself that.
Yes, i shall be less affected and happier today.
And so Yes!
situation still sucks but mindset changed!
*-*
Life's like tug-o-war!
Its a struggle between happiness and unhappiness.


So now, i shall shift my focus.
Instead of moaning over gone-wrong-issues.
i shall focus on my going-to-do.
1. Go to Inlingua to learn how to read and write Thai
2. Get full marks for my upcoming Maths Quiz
3. read all health books.
4. real life stories
5. start watching dvds.- kay, this sounds un-useful. LOL
6. Get my Visa done by myself
7. Learn Driving
8. check out Yao's school.
9. Check out University faulty.

Oh, im planning to change my faulty, from BBA to
Major- SCIENCE.
Minior- Buisness.
So gt to find out.!

YES!
i shall still led my happy life despite falling shits.
Daddy has been supportive and caring (; for the very first time. he achknowledge my struggles and understands that im going through a tough period.
LOL.
Thats sweet..

Miss all my friends that know my inside out.
Miss my mom, brother and my Chicken sister.
:D
But i'll LIVE AND LAugh in future.
:D
Thats quite Motivating.
Like knowing what i want really really help me get my butts moving!

EVERYBODY CAN WAIT AND WATCH!
I NEEED 6 YEARS!
:)))

shall call my asses tonight.
Once again, sorry.
Rob and ser.
I love you guys very very very dearly.
im serious.

ITS GOING TO BE OKAY!

Lazy to blog.

Just Pictures for this post.
I shall be more active soon ((:

Love ya all!

:)
okay, shall blog..
came back for a few days already. like whoo, quite frustrating how fast time can fly.

First day: Mummy didnt know about my arrival. :x
slept over at serene's..
Bought Desserts. walked in a very very HIGH FEELING from serene house to robert's then back to serene. Had 4 packets of maggi. Late night home movie but end uo sleeping *-*.
The feeling and joy that i have when im with them is like.. unexplainable. Thinking that i've gt to like leave soon kinda suck a little.

Second day: Cooked :D Bought lotsa dvds. went Ikea, waited like a lifetime for that ikea bus!.Had Lotsa dessert at century square C:
Went Sampang. EAT EAT EAT AND STILL EATING..
Ate :
2 Roti prata plain
1 Roti Tissue
1 Roti Boom
1 Plasta Prata
2 Banana Prata
20 SATAY
3 Rice
1 Roti John cheese chicken
2 Coleslaw
(: LOL, like the menu for the 3 of us that night.
i had a great time. Played OLD MAID. And ROBERT'S the Maid.!

Fetch Daddy after that. Slept with sis.

Third day : Watch Material Girls. BOO!
Then i went to Pasir Ris Park for skating, kinda miss the past.. like memories when i was still heed over heels for A. But i know.. OKAY!

Fourth Day : Went Tanning :D, Crash Condo! Had steaming session~ with serene.
Lunch with serene's mom at crystal jade. Met Robert, headed to town. Bought lots of books. ate ice cream, popiah and egg tarts.
Dinner with Family at ichiban. Then home sweet home.

Yup, then im like here blogging. im sorry but this post's gng to be a little very routine-like.
Caus i really need to remember my times here in singapore. So like when i feel alone and all over that i can like review and smile :)

Okay, so basically everyone is in a relationship.
like couples EVERYWHERE.
quite sweet acutally if you're the one in it.
But like now i'm at a super single stage.
No nothing.
I don't know..
Really want to know again, what is it like if you can allow someone special to dominate your life and both share thoughts, emotions, feelings and love.
Its kinda amazing how love and bind people so tightly together.
How it can make someone feel like heaven/hell on earth.
Maybe i'd be able to understand when i got my special one.
YA!

So there's so much to do.
1. Change Hairstyle.- Planning to cut shorter and thicker and dye(MON)
2. pluck browns-Liza's house (SUN)
3. shopping with Mel-Cotton on, Shoes, Bag, Twissser(??)
4. Cooking/Baking a full meal with robert and serene
5. Sam pang with my favourite people(TUE)

6. meet up with Mh(MON)

7. Dinner with whole big family(MON)
8. Facial(MON OR TUE)
9. Tanning with serene(TUE/WED)
10. Accompany sis at work ( SUN)
11. Spend time with mummy (MORNINGSS)
12. Buy stuff back to thailand ( TUE MORNING)
13. EAST COAST
14. Hawker food
15. TM Fish noodle
16. Desserts
17 coffee talk :)
18 Pastamania.

Pls tell me how to organise my schedule! Quite frustrating la.

I'm being respected and love because of the way i can put up with difficult and tough situations, i'm being left with no choice but to grow up. Sometimes, i question myself.. Am i happy? Is this life? This is kinda complicated.. How long can i endure? How much longer can i put up with all the adultness and sterness.. i need to behave like me, sometime. i need to be a spoilt ass and i need to do my thing. i need my friend all around me.
:(
My sis, not being respected so much but she's happily leading her simple life. Kinda admiring.. oh well.
Life's life.
Pros and Cons?

THIS ARE PICS OF MY 1SE WEEK IN CHINA. MOSTLY OF PEOPLE.
:D


when people gets like pissed working.


im like trying to be as happ as ever!
:D
my work late in the night :D

er? frozen hand!
Me in China, guang zhou.

This is hw i look after 5 hrs in the car.
On the plane to ShangHai.
Yups. The at least quantity for our daily meal. i put on 9 Kg in China.

LOL.
That red thing you see there really helps to keep yr hand warm.. Its like some Warm Bean Bag. Totally wanna steal it luh. SERIOUS.

Yup, my messy table. (:

sorry, pics here select wrong layout but lazy to like redo so la.

LOL. figure it out ya.

Basically its food and a very irritating girl. and like it gross me out to see green beans with eggs.

thats arerat and yeerat :D and me thinking abt my family, friends and my.. LIFE (:

China?
HE STINKS, BASICALLY THATS IT.
HE HAS BUILT.
THE MARKET THAT WE WENT ALMOST EVERYDAY. TEXTILE MARKET.
Yup. He spend like 3/4 of the day talking on the phone. Like all Buisness calls.

working till freaking late! Its 23.28 and we're still half way through the pointless meeting.
And i preety much wanna LEAVE!
My compannion :d the squash sandwich from the lounge.
:( the work most of their life.