tHis moRniNg.. mE, mYdiN, rOberT and sErEnE diDn't gO sCh. lOLS.
sRry aHh cAsSey. =]] bUt wE'Ll mAke iT sUm dAy.

i wEnt tO gSp tO meet thE 6/9 pEepS. tHey cOuLdNt rEcOniSed mE. tiLl i liKe toOk oUt mY eZ-liNk. lOLS. tHAts liKE bAdd. eVEryoNE cHangEd a litTle. sUm gRew tAlLer, sUm vOiCe bReak LE. aHh, lIKe tHere wErE cHangEs iN eVerYoNe. =DD
aFter wEnt tO sEe coLd-nUn. i wEnt tO cAnTeen. wHoA, aTe liKE 10 fIshbAlLs, nUgGets aNd hOt dOg pLus mEe. =]
tHEn aFter thAt wEnt tO Tm wiTh tHem. wAlk wAlk aRd. yUpP. tAlk a liTtlE, liKE cAtcH uP wiTh eAt oTher and sTuFf. hAhH. =D iT wAs fUnn. lIKe tm sErioUslY fLiEs mAn.

aFter tHat, mEt rObErt, mYdIn aNd sErEnE. wEnt tO lOng jOhN fOr diNner. oHh tHAt aSs sErEnE took aGes tO rEAcH lA. whAt tHe pI. oKay tHEn wEnt tO tOy-R-uS aGain. mUhAHhHA. wE pLayed sKate rAce aND lIke hOola hOop. lOLs. hAd fUnN. rEalLy. tOoK nEoPrInT. tHis tYm mY fAce wAsnt dIsfirUgurEd. =DDD
tHen wEnt tO e-zOne tO plAy that hOokY thiNgy. sErEne's gRoUp wOn tWicE. bOOhOO. lOLS. bUt tHE wHoLe oUtiNg wAs sErioUs fUnN mAn. =))
hEre aRe tHE pIcTurEss.
iN tHe neOpRinT sHoPp....

robert's hyper and i'm hypo. =] serene and mydin are isotonic

renee is being covered up by creature. ^^

OMG~~ rennee, thats like wrong. muhahaha

everybody had FUNN :D
=) i LUrVe tHEm.

uFADEaway

rOARRr~ we wEre tryiNg to act liKe the gReen tHinG.=))

wE tOok tUrnS

sWitCh aGAin =)

tHe pPL tHat mAke mY sMiLe. =)))))))

i sAw that it wAs bEyoNd hOpe,
i kNow tHAt i gOt tO lEt iT gO aNd mOve oN, sUmhOw..
i kNew i hAd tO learn hOw tO lEt iT gO.
sHe wAsnt rEal aNymOre.
eVer siNce sHe fouNd her nEw impt friEnd.
iF u pRefEr hEr,
aNd dEcidE hiDe liTtLe tHiNgs fRm mE,
tHroWinG atTitUdes aT mE, tReated me liKE shyTee
aNd mAde mE fELt liKE a bAck uP.
i gAve uP,i lEt it gO.
i'M tiRed oF tElLing yoU tHe sAme oLd tHiNg.
sIck oF pRetEndiNg tHAt i diDnt knOw yOu wEre lyiNg.
u wiN, i gAve uP aNd i'Ll lEt yOu gO.
i wUn sAy a tHinG, i'Ll kEep sLient.
i'Ll pRetEnd iTs aLriGht,
i'Ll jUst lEt yOu gO.
nOoNe sAiD iT was eAsy,
bUtt..
I WILL LEARN.


miLlioNs tHanks tO rObErt aND serEnE fOe cHeeriNg mE uP. i'Ll sTay sTronG pPl. =))

okay, i know i should totally update abt my lyfee. and not anly the saddistic part. yupyups. sryy ppl. was really down yesterday.

okay, i went to good wood park after sch to meet cousinss and grandmaa. =}
had high tea. i like ate damn a lot can?. lols. looks like the diet plann is a bit ruined.

DEARcOusInN
=)
herlife,herchanges,thedifferences
myDEARcousinn



ok, last fri. went outing with robert,serene,mydin and anthony. went to pastamania for dinner then went outside to have a talk then like they put me on that swing. BOOOOOO. then went to toys R'us to play. muhahhh. had great funn man. but some assholes go ruin my face in the neoprint. boohoo
here are the pics.

you once told me that
bestiieshipLASTforever
i believed in that
now, i see the differences
i dun see me in your eyes
i see only her

i've tried hard
i gave it my best
cus u're always important
deep down inside
it was tough
life without you to make me smile
and its difficult to know that
ur concern was only her

what if i walk away
what if i turn my back on you
what if i say nothing
will u realise that i'm leaving
will you notice a change
will you even care

i've tried harder than before
i want you by my side more than ever
i need you here now
but i can't catch you no more
you left, unknowingly

i see the difference that you don't
i felt the pain that u've nv experienced
i struggled alone
i cried myself to sleep
now, i'm learing how to
face up to negative reality

leaning that it isn't the same
knowing that i ain't important animore
the words that you say
pirced right deep in
i can't take it nomore
i can't act like i'm happy animore
iGAVEup
;(
u matter so much,somehow.

aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

oKKAyy.

i hAd rEal gReat fUnn oVer the hOlidAys. =)). mY B`B`B cAme oVer tO sTayEd oVeR aT my pLAcE fOr 2 days.
tHe fIrst dAy, aS iN aFter nAtIonAl cOncErrT, wE wEnt rEtro-dOg dEn i gO hEr hSe. thEn sHE cAme tO sTay oVEr fOr 2 dAys. wE wAtcHh lAtE niGht mOvViE liKE thE HEIRLOOM. aNd mY B`B`B was sUcH a cOwArd. cUs shE wAs sCard oF thE dUmBeSt tHiNgg. =]
tHen wE hAd hEarT tO hEart cHatt. =) wHoOO. i fOunD lOts oF sTuFf. hAahhhA. tHEn tHe sEcoNd dAy wE diD sOciAl sTudiEs pRojEct. aNd wE hAd miNi fAshioN parade whIch was likE aHHhhAHha. FUNNY!! okAy. tHEn wE diD cHinEse. and liKE tAlK tAlk tAlk tiLl liKE sUper lAte iN tHE niGht. lOLs. wE cOoked diNner, iTs the mAcOrOni rOjAk. lOLs. oKAy, that wAs dUmB. bUt yA lA, had gReat fUnN mAn. =)) okAyy. i'M tOtally sTartiNg tO miss iT.

wEnt tO meet cLass pPl fOr a wHilE tOdAy. yUp, thEn wEnt lUncH tHEm. =)) tHen mEet mUmmy tHen wEnt tO oRcHard. loLs, bOuGht a bAg. *-*
hOls was sUpEr fUn. i toTally dun wAnt sCh tO reoPen.

i'Ve dEciDed tHAt fRm nOw oN i wUn cAre aBoUt PpL tHAt dUn giVe a damn aBt mE. i'M tOtaLly siCk aBt iT. iT hUrts. yEs, iT aBviousLy diD. bUt iT wUn aNymOre. yOu sUmhOw mAdE mE nUmB. i gUess iTs juSt tHe eNd. wE aRe juSt pUzZeL thAt dUn fiX.
tHAts iT. tAttTA~

wOooHHooO, oKay, i meet jac tOdAy. aND i wAs lAte *-* bUt it wAs thE bUs dRievEr'S fAuLt. hE dRovE thE bUs sO sLowLy liKe hE'S lOokiNg oUt fOr evEry aNt tAtS crAwwLiNg. okAy thAt wAs dUMb. hAd lOts oF tEst tOdAy. oHH, liKE 2 i mEaN. yUpP, i wAn supPosEd tO wAkE uP aT 4.30 tHis morniNg, bUt hEe. thE pLaN fAiLed bEcuS i wAs tAlkiNg wiTh eRiCa oN the pHoNe fOr 3 hRs. loLS.sLepT aT liKE aRd 1.00 aM. =)) iTs liKE i uSed to thInk eRicA wAs a hYpOcriTe, bUt aCutalLy sHE'S nicE pErSoN. (eRicA dUn fLy yAhH ;)) )

aFter sCh mEt uP wiTh shAnN, wEnt tO rEtRo-dOg aND sHe mAke mE giVe hEr hAlF oF mY bUnN. *BULLY* okAy. tHEn hAd cHoColAte iCe bLenDed. lOLS, wEnt tO lOyAnG tO cUt hEr hAir. loLS, sHe wAs lAmEEr tHan bEfoRe. tSkKK. hEe, oN tHE wAy bAck. liKE wE tOok bUs bAck, liKe thE bus wAs fiLled wiTH sLeEpinG pPL. tHEn wE dEciDed tO tAke tO bAck siT. loLS. thEn a gUy wAs liKE ya cAn siT cAn siT. wE tOtaLly dUn knOW hIm.
mE "eHh, wE hEre xiA arS?"
sHAn "jUrsE lA."
tHE uNknOwn gUy "ya hEre xIa"
lOLS.
tHEn hE sCreAmeD "joIn I-T-U"
mE anD sHAn cAnt fiGuRe oUt whAts tHaT sO wE nAmEd iT iRaK-tIghEr-U-tUrN. lOLS, bUt iT wAs aCutAlLy iNfOrmAtiOn tEchNoLoGy uNi. i gUeSs.
bUt i hAd gReat fUn tOday. yUupPs. tHAnKs sHAn fOr tHE cHiNeSe hOT-dOg =))
tAttTA~

mOndAy, iT wAs pHoto tAkIng day. wE plAyed thE cOokiE gAme, tHAt was fUnN mAn! (:
i wEnt tO schOoL wiTh sHaN. yUpP. sOme thIngs are mEanT to bE mEmoriEs.

tUesDAy, i met jAckLyn. wEnt tO sChoOL. eRica wAs tHE idOt slaCkEr. sHe diDnt cAme. lOLS..wE pLayEd tRuth oF dArE, mYdiN gAme oUt wiTh thE dAre oR dare gAme. lOLs. thAt wAs fUnny mAn!. oHh, mIss chAn diDnt cAme, so thEre wAsNt aNyoNe tO bUg mE tO tUcK iN in thE mOrniNg aNd rEcEss asseMbLy. hEEeE. :))
pEi shAn cRiEd, i sAw hEr gNg tO hEr fRieNDs iN tEarS, pRoBablY.. i diDnt undErsTAnd hEr nOW. bUt whAt cAn i dO when thInGs liKE thAt hApPen? i'M aLSo sicCk aNd tiReD oF hEariNg stUFf, bUt thE sTuFf thAt i hEAr iS the sTuFf thAt i sEe. wElL, i'M srry fOr bEiNg sO iNsEsiBLe. bUt nOoNE cAn dEnY thAt wE aInT thE sAme aNymOre. wE'Re dRifTed aPaRt. u hAve uR fRiEnds, i hAve mY tOo. i'M tRyiNg to aCcePt thE fAct thAt u cAnt bE sO tHere fOr mE aNymRee, aNd mAyBe sumtYms u jUst fEeLs mRe cOmfOrtAbLe wItH uR pPL. i'm iN nO pOsitioN tO sAy aNytHinG. sO oHh wElL, gUesS tHAts tHe wAy iTs gNg tO bE nOw. i'Ll alWayS sMiLe tHroUgH hArD tYmS.

todAy. i wEnt tO sch wiTh sHan. yUpP. oHh, duRiNg sOciAl sTudiES i wAs hAviNg hI-cUps tHE wHoLe pErioD. tHAt wAs duMb. aNd i wAs tRyiNg tO dO iT siLentLy, bUtT.. sUdDenLy misS liM wEnT. "i'M nOt scOLdinD aNyoNe nOw, i'Ll tRy tO bE niCer." mY hI-cUps liKE sUdDenLy liKe gT lOuD then sHe sAy. " oHh, sHirUi cOuLdnT bEliEve thAt miSs lIm wOuLd liVe hEr dAys wiThoUt scoLdinG." loLS. tHAt wAs eMbArRaSiNg mAn.
diD lOts oF lAme stuFf tOdAy. aftEr sCh wEnt tO rEtRo-dOg wiTh eRiCa. hAhH. wE wErE liKE cAnt dEciDe tO eAt hOt dOgs bUn oR driNk bUbBle tEa. (:
rOberTs hAir wAS tOo lOng, gUesS whAt. hE alloWed uS tO cUt his hAir. sO thEre wAs a hAiR cUt sEssiOn. lOLs. tHAt wAs tHe lAmesT tHiNg evEr. wE cut hIs hAir. i tHiNk it lOoks aLriGhT lA. ^-^

hAvIng tEsTSSSSSs tMrR. thAts liKe supEr sAddeniNg. i'M liKe lOoking fOrwArD tO iPp. ;) we'VE gT lOTs oF pLan mAN. hEe. i'Ll bE gNg to the gYm/sWiMmiNg on fRi. lOLS. tHEn wE'Ll sTuDy cHem. [=

MAYBE AFTER SO MANY TIMES OF SETBACKS, WE LEARNT FRM OUR MISTAKES.
MAYBE AFTER SO MANY TYMS OF FAILURE,WE LEARRNT HOW TO BE STRONGER.
MAYBE EXPERICING SO MUCH IN LIFE, WE WOULD WANNA LET GO.
LIFE'S LIKE THAT (:


aNd tHAts whA i'M doIng. i"m sRry i knOw iT rEalLy hURt U.bUt i jUst cAnt gO oNn.wHeThEr u'Re sAd oR hApPy, tHE wOrLd keepS rEvovLinG sO tRy tO liVe eVeRyday hApPiLy. dUn lEt mE affeCt uR liFe aNymorE. sRrY, i kNow tHis wUn dO mUcH. bUt i rEalLy hOpe to sEe u bAcK oN uR feEt aGaiN. gOod lUcK, tAke cAre. mIng hAn.