wOots.. juse came back frm marlene, went there to swim with melissa.. haha. yesterday my parents were like farked up can?.. i feel so restricted la.. and like i cant do anithing, i cant go aniwhere. wth lorr. asshole parents. thats yesterday, todays is okie already. went to swim with mel, we swim cum play frm 1.30-2.45, first tym so onns lorr, we swim 10 laps.. hahah.. acutally we plann to swim 20 de, but didnt have strong determination and besides the distance is too far liao le. arhaha those are crap, the reason why we didnt complete 20 laps is cus no strength.. hahah.... and mel forget ta bring her +++ then she cant change after that.. a bit brainless lorr..=x.. lols..ya la.. partly is cus i nv say we;re going ta change after that buthen whu so stupid dunno that after swimmin mus change?..lols..k la..shan't start the suan-in..
yesterday is a crazzy day, its the last day of common test and like durin eng, like ppl cry cus they fail eng.. lols.. a bit werid lorr.. like cry cus of reasult?.. thats cool.. meet ming han after schh, drank bubble tea.. hahah.. finally lorr hor dear?.. after so long..(:.. then went to east pt, then went back to sch canteen, i do art, he study.. but ended up talking and crappin most of the tym.. hahah..then he went fer his mock, i went fer dance.. the costume is like blacckk totally..lols.. then we meet again after dance, i went fer friday rendevous, he went homee. hahah.. we walk frm interchange to the place lorr, lu tu yao yuan.. lols.. but it seems to be shorter when he's ard..=).. then he went home.. hahah.. rendevous was like cool la.. so happening lorr.. lols.. then we meet after that again, hahah.. first tym meet so many times.. lols.. aniway thanks fer that milk tea dear.. hmm.. then we walk a long way la.. took bus, and dere.. the seperation part.. hmmm..i hate the seprating, only if we could just be together always lorr.. every min.. that'll be cooler than cool.. lols.. yupp.. lols..its like lazyy ta carry onn.. i love you, and i cannt do without you..

everythings like so fine lorr.. loLs.. like in the first place nthing's wrong, i like ponder and like totally think a lott.. haha.. and like sryy dear. everytime when i think too much u gt to try to like console me and explain.. lols..i know its bad. but thanks, for all the comforting..=) and the hug yesterday too..(;.. today play paint till mad can? during art, we got a of left over paint then like we were thinkin what will it be like to touch paint, so, i dipped a finger into the paint..thEn 4 fingers then the whole hAnd.. lols then the whole arm..so its like we started off with a finger then ended off with the whole arm..so we like smack each other's hand on the way to the toilet until ou like uniform is totally polluted. aRhahah..the whole thing was funny. laugh till cry lorr.. and the shan is that culprit that stained my uniform. lols.. went to toilet to wash up and then the whole uniform was like wet, but hers is even worse. =x.. late fer 35 mins fer the next lesson.. loLs..

today's pathetic. i'm losing grip, ur ignorance is making me sick.. we're driftingg far apart.): we're no longer like the past, long hour on phone. msgin almost every hour. whats happening?. mabe to u its perfectly fine but i'm dyingg. maybe u dun realise it at all..=(, onlY if i could turn back the clock, i wann the heritage day to cum again.. i wanna be together, just the 2 of us.. tmrr is the 3th month. do u care?. aren't u excited?.. maybe i'm crazy,but once again its all burstingg out.. i burstingg.. i cant hold back anymore.. i always thought i could just smile and everything would be alright, but it isn't.. nVm.. this are all craps.. i'm shattered, totally torned apart.. i'm dead~. i cant live without u..=/.. nVm..i'll just smile and tell myself everythings fine. nthing's wrong.. sHirUi <3> minghaN. lOving sUmoNe mAke u strOngEr, anD hEarTs lIve bY bEiNg woundEd..

tOdAys sKit wAs lIke aLriGht.. eVerYtHinG tuRnEd oUt tO bE fiNe. yEstErdaY rEhErsaL wAs fuNny.. yUp..wEnt to sEe thE aUdiTioNs aFter sChOoL..maKinG cheEze cAke nOw,gOing tO bRiNg to sChoOl if its lIke eDibLe..(:

didnt went to school on friday cus was sick..lols..den yesterday was like a nice day, dance club was invited to this erm.. heritage walk thingy to perform. like malay dance, band and dnce club was invited la.. reported in school at like 11.00 then practice dnce till 12.15 like that then went lunch with shan, jac, jia,car and mel..yup..then the make up time..lols..once again tears flow when putting eye liner, haha..then got everything ready den took the bus to that place la..the singapore river there..its like clerk key..but dunno how ta spell..=x..on the bus was like noisy can?..and we found out sumthing..when shean stop makin noise then u count..1,2,3,4,5..its like before 5 seconds.. he'll start talking de loRr..hAha.. they were singing la..at the back of the bus..with cat, melody,ini..i think..yup..then shanaz was tellin ghost stories..sumthing like that la..then reach already we tried out loRr..first tym everyone was dancing la..then the second try out i was like onli standing there..didnt really dance la..cus like its like hot lorr under the hot sun..like sum retard like tat.. but iits also partly cool la..in a way..then we went to seven eleven to get drinks..we got big glup..totally funny can?..the caisher was just in front of the big glup there..we acutally can like drink then refill then drink then refill..until we were satifised..aHAaha.. den went back to the reporting area..to do make up..hahah..so cool..first tym in 14 years i help so many peeps to make up lorr..but the process of make-up-ing was like omg..hahah..yup then band played 'tong hua'..loLs..its like nice lorr..then followed by malay dancer then DAncE cLub.. hahah..its like so nice la..nt even nervous at all..hahah..buthen sadly we cant stay fer the fire wrks..den ont he way back we found out that the dance make up kit was like left behind..lols..then meet mh after that, sent me hme..then he took cab back to meet his friend..hhaah.. had a graeat tym la..=)..hais..then today's going to be a slacking day..cus i nv go fer kotekitai cus my voice is like bad la..loLs..like voice broke..lols..yup la..i gt to like tsart studyin fer common test liao..but like i'm so nt startin..going to start chinese SOON.. i totally hate mojo can?..totally 'pretty' lorr..=)..

Life's just like buses.
People get up, people get down.
Some friends come and go.
I don't know how long you will stay on my bus.
But I'm glad that you were once on my bus.
i nEvEr rEgRetTeD a tHiNg;

today was like cool.e whole performance wasnt as bad as i thought it would be..=)..woke up at 4.00 cus we gt to report at 5.45..and i gOt to like wash hair and stUff, in the morning i tent to do things at a very very slow pace..lols..everybody like woke up and 5.00 loRr..i was like a retard to wake up so early la..met carmen and jacklyn at 5.30 at the simei interchange dere..and like totally crap lorr..i think the ppl there were like thinkiNg 3 retard, cum sch so early..but its like wadeva..maybe i think too much..ahahah..
but its like when we aRrive in schoOl its like totlly bLank can?..like nt like normal days..i know..duhs..its like its the first tym in my whole life i reach school so early lorr..i know my life is nt very long la..but yar..then went to toilet to tie that act cute hair style and put the basic make up..den, carmen help me put eye liner,..then tears just fLow out..ahahha..went up to dance room..to rEport then change then go and sing the national athem..then we like totally shouted loRr..like shouting singing..and i thiNk its totally out of tune la..but whu cares lorR..but the pleque part's nice cus we nv went out of tune..=)..but then the parade square is like hot la..probably we wearin like 3 layers of clothes..
den after that we went up o the holdin area..then saw ming han..ahahah..i thought he nv cum to schoOl lorr, cus i cant find him at the parade square..lols..
then we went to the boys toilet to touch up. there was an indian cleaner there..he was like.." this is the boys toilet and the gers toilet is upstairs.."he said it in a india essences..hahah..but like whatever la..we say nvm la..same..its like boys toilet is so cOol loRr..i thought boys toilet wouldnt stinks but seems like it stinks even more than the gers toilet la..=x..hahah..but boys toilet is cool..okay.whats this?..brieffing on toilet?..lols..
To the assholes that nv do ur own pong pongs.. like what the fark la..nv do then nv do la..dun go ard taking other ppl pong pongs can?.. like selfish ass-es la..sick la..idots lorr..okie nvm..
den the performancing time was like so fast can?..just go up then cum down liao..the last pose was funny..lols..i think i so look horribly fat..but the whole thing was alright la..hopefully.. =)..
meEt ming han after that, went to tm with him then okie..we found out that "the maid" was like showin today..lols.. so embarrased can?..cus i keep sayin its on the 18th de..lolss..but it turn out to show on today la..hahhA..nvm la..things like this always happen..went home together with him..
then reach home bathe then sleep..hAHah..yUp..about it la..had a great time today..really wish i can catch the movie with him on wednesday..=)..shirui love ming han..ahahah.

If you have problems in your relationships, try and fix them.Dont pretend its okay.Dont push your girls away,they are everything to you.Maybe the best thing for you,Listen to them, Treat them like princesses,Go out of your way once and a while forthem,take care of them when they are sad, and dont let go...
Girl: hey, baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain to me
Boy: i just lost a championship game,parents flipped out on me for no reason,and im catching a cold
Girl: well, hey there will always be othergames,you know ill take care of you when yoursick,what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for acar repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye.
Girl: wait, i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure.
Girl: bye.
Boy: bye.
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead her friend was killed instantly....shes incritical condition ..
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: ( crying )
Boy: why? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in amajor car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up in the hospital room ...standing outside the door going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something ortell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it.....it said .....
you are everything to me....i love youwith everything i am and everything ihave...i want to spend the rest of my life with you...sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket fromthefirst movie they went toand the first picture they took togetherhe kissed the picture as a tear fell from hisfaceonto the pictureit looked as if in the picture she was cryingthen the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead..so treasure whats ard and nv neglect anything or anibody..

juSt gOt thE uRgE to bLog cUS lIKe aS reAdiNg bLOgs and tHE inteRnet ws a bIt wrOnG so juRse bLog whIle waiTiNg fEr tHE oTher paGe..=).. okAy..toDae mY bAg wAs fUlL wiTh cLOtheS..anD lIKE iTS a bIt siCkeNinG lA..cUS liKE bKs arE heAvy bUt cLothEs aRe fAt anD wiLl mAke uR bAg lOok bOombAstIc..hAh.. hAd p.E todAy..rUn and tHEn pLAyEd bAdmINtOm fEr 3 mInuTes tHen stArteD sLacKinG anD tAlkIng bOut tHE dAncE attaIr..lIke whU'Ll gO anD rEmemBer tHE sTEps wiTh thE cOstUme..hAHah..i tHink i'Ll bE woRryINg aBOut tHE fAts rAthEr tHAn tHE stEps..=x..lOLS..hOpefUllY nOt lA..=)..tHen mEet hIm afTer sChOoL..dEn, wEnt fEr dAncE anD tHE kOTekitAi pErfoRmaNcE..tHE whOle thInG wAs quIte sucEssfUL buThen tOtalLy nO strEnGtH aFteR thAt..loLS..tOok dIreCt bUS hMe..anD i knOW yOu'rE extRemeLy pIsS La..bUt i rEAllY cAnT dO aNIthIng AbouT iT..bEcuS i didNt prOmiSe u iN tHE fiRst pLacE..nVm..
i rEAllY cAnt stOp thInkiNg bOut the coStuMe lOrr..loLS..bUt iTs liKE we'Re quiTe prepAred tO lOok oFf on thAt dAy..loLS..
`fAlLiNg dEepEr anD dEepEr,In lOvE lIKe nV bEfoRe..