Its 7.30 and pretty dark here in. How is it going over there? I wonder.
There's no stars in the sky and its preety dark over here.
I'm sitting by the pool, writing theses.
Then i realise, how much i miss all of you.
No, this is not a song.

Recently, i feel messed up.
Like Final's coming up.
And i've piled up my assignment and i'm not motivated to start.
I got problems with wanting to stay in the hostel and getting a license.
I miss the people back there quite majorly.
My Dad is being quite assholic.
I'm not organise, i feel fat.
I want time to stop for awhile.
I want to be in my own world and be that kiddy Yao for awhile..
Just a little while.
I need a little time off.
A little cuddle, and a little love.
I dont want to hear noises, hear voices that scream my faults.
i feel tired and dead.
I seek advice, desperately.
but i'm always stucked with making my own final decision.
Something in me is bringing me down.
i dont know.
And the last and the worst :
I HAD A SHITY HAIR CUT 6 hours ago.:(

I'm half way through my psychology crap and haven't started by EC, The assignment due date is like driving me mad.i want to go back to changkat now.

i feel lousy these day.

I have Fucked up father!
And Like everybody that say they will be here is GONE.
HOW GREAT!
Im BURSTING...
:(

MY FAVOURITE FOOD CURRENTLY.
SOM TUM WITH SALTED EGGS, SO BASICALLY THIS IS MY MEAL, 3 TIMES A DAY!
HAHA, LETS SEE WHEN WILL THIS LAST. Today was nice, drove the whole day.
Collected the visa thing, had maths test.
Anw, I'm happy in a sometimes lonely way.
Oh well..

:D MY WELL DONE FACE. LOL, after performance.TOY SOILDERS! (:POP Dance.Ping. Darling.Erika.Ui. NOTICE THE VERY NOTICABLE RED RED LIPS. POP. HIPHOP. POP.(: MAY.PING.ERIKAUI. PLOY and ME (: They're the seniors.(: fascinated by the REDS!NORTH.BREAKERS Breaking. LOL.This was before the MAKE UP. LOL. But like, i need a solider SOON. HAH!


Went for Marathon on Sun. Like went to Cheer, abviously. Reached early. Kenyas are like super runners. 42 km in like 2 hrs and 29 mins. MAN! But like very dark so their face nt that visible. Went c heering for P JUm. She Ran 42 :DAND I'M SUPER PROUD THAT SHE FINISHED HER RUN, COOLY (: This was like after the run. she still look fresh! It was happy. Had Mac for breakfast after that. Her time was 5 hr 24 min. I think..

So I missed school due to the major laziness in me today. LOL. Catch like korean Series, something that is pretty random from me. And EAt the whole day. I ate 10 Bread cause i was like amazed by the yumminess of peanut butter mixed with rasberry jam. LOL. Had chocolates, ice creams and lemon with sprite. HAH. Gt to start work tmr. I will go get my diamonds soon. The ones to stick on the vaio. Can't wait :DD

:D Ms. Blessed. Kae, whatever!

Mummy (:The view was pretty! Bro. at some like grapes growing place.

Our resort.The room was had 2 floors. (: but my gay brother didnt dared to sleep alone so ended up squeezing.stairs. Trying out the vintage thing, but ya. FAILED>

:D KISSY! LOL, im nt in a righht state of mind now. LOL.:D

Bro!Imma hardworking soul! you can bet on that!LADIESSS!(: YELLOW

REDBLUE. DUH

GREEN. if you are wondering, they are dad;s staff playing games.

Staff performing.LOL, this is cute!THE GAYS.

so the view was pretty and i shall prove my point.

COW EH. IM STILL AMAZED.

THIS IS A MOUNTAIN? i guess..

(:

I CAN DRIVEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Family Trip to some other parts in Thailand, cause like wintering now. LOL.

So the theme o the trip is :

I was sleeping, but still ever ready for camera!

Little ass!

Tractor! I am Ready!And there it goes.

Happily ever after.SHE'S THE HERO.WOO!

The Manly activity. SHOOTING!

BRO

BB GUN!

The View is like In the fairytale where the prince and princess live happily ever after.

LOL, he is SCARD! AND SO AM I! i like hesitating if i should take the Flying Fox Ride. I quite Coward when it comes to this kind of adrenaline secretion activity

LOL. This is CLASSIC. That my dad,

THE MEN on a gay ride

See me? :D This was Fun! Then you sing.. Im at the top of the world..... that child hood song. :D SO NICE!MUM!

The have the same things selling, selling the same stuff same price side by sidee. lack of like.. business ship?:D MOTHER PIG!:D My almost-everyday Pig Role.I'm feeling quite piggish today. Not that i woke up late, but yes. i eat loads, and i feel full for like less than a minute and i feel hungry again

So, today..

woke up at 4, went for a 5 km run jog jog thing, and then my eating thing continues.. so decided to like go for a swim, and now.. i'm down at the pool area and its like so fucking cold that i froze in the water, which means, i wasn't able to swim. :( But to lessen te gulit, i've decided to blog abt my trip to Kao Yai for 999 company trip.
Waiting for the retarded pictures to be loadd. So tmr will be like Salsa in the morning and Asean University Dance performance in the evening.

:D and then Sunday will go going to cheer for that Bbk Marathon. (:

I pretty much want to go shopping, and i've decided to stick jewels on my whole laptop after the End of yr exams. :DD SO NICE~!

OH AND THAT WHAT I WOULOD DO WITH A BILLION?
I CHANGED.

NOW, I WOULD KILL ALL THE ANTS IN THE WORLD! Thats more meaningful and satsifying. And MOSQUITOES CAN JOIN THE ANTS!