hMM. loNg tYm nV uPdAte AlreAdy. okAy tHE sTreSs lEVEL iS lIKE sUpEr hiGh noW. gOnE. lIKe sTudiES sTudIes aND stiLL sTudIes. wTh rIght. iTS a bIt lIfe-lESs. bUt thAnks tO ppL aRd. =) aLwAys bEinG dEre aNd sTufF.. lOLs.

wAs lAte toDAy. sRry sHAn, MElLe aND mInghAn. =] i jURse cOuLdNt wAke uP. =))
hMM. aNiwAy. jUSt fEElIng lOUuSy nOW. lOLS.

jUSt wAiTiNg fOr a bEtter dAy.
mY lYfE mY wOrLd mY rUles mYpPL.

hMM. loNg tYm nV uPdAte AlreAdy. okAy tHE sTreSs lEVEL iS lIKE sUpEr hiGh noW. gOnE. lIKe sTudiES sTudIes aND stiLL sTudIes. wTh rIght. iTS a bIt lIfe-lESs. bUt thAnks tO ppL aRd. =) aLwAys bEinG dEre aNd sTufF.. lOLs.

wAs lAte toDAy. sRry sHAn, MElLe aND mInghAn. =] i jURse cOuLdNt wAke uP. =))
hMM. aNiwAy. jUSt fEElIng lOUuSy nOW. lOLS.

jUSt wAiTiNg fOr a bEtter dAy.
mY lYfE mY wOrLd mY rUles mYpPL.

my lyfe is totally in a huge mess. its like messed up, crap right.

but i gt a new phone. lols. hmmms.
today was kinda saddistics can?..
i ain't cryin, i wun and i'm not going to.


it just sucks to know whats happening.
i'll hold on. but just not as determined as last tym.
i'm srry i got u upset today.
hmm, this sucks.
hope everythings going to be okay.

whateverrrrr..
i dun want the world to see me.
cus i guess they wun know what i'm thinking.
nt even my closest one.
look at me.
i know u cant see what i see.


its like i dun even know what i wan.
what i need
and what i'm suppose to do.
hmmm.
lastly my maths is like gone.!
this saddening. and 'm sittin in front in class,
and today was like extra cold.
its like 3e1 is making me nuts.
i nv felt so stress up with studies before.
its like i'm stress cus everyone seems
to know what the teachers talking abt.
but right, i dun even understand a tiny winy bit la
i think i dead.
hpoe the class tEe wun be a floop.
=)


let me tell you .
if u dun like me.
what makes u think i like you.
its like what the fuck man.
if u dun like me.
dun bother acting like u do.
cus u know what.
i hate u too.
its like get a life la.
look at ur fugly face before.
commenting on others.
tell me in the face.
that u dun like me.
its like i think u sucks.
and u know.
i dun give a damn
and i dun care
wheather u like me or not.
so its like.
i dun like u la,
ZU-ER.

itS likE i'm dYin..
sErioUsLy.
i know i'm important but i just feel so damn unimportant can..
cUs iTS lIKE bEtwEen 2, tHEre cAn oNlY bE oNE lA hUh.. sUmtiMEs..
aNd iTS lIKe dIffErEnt cLAss And stuFf MAke mE gO liKE.. whAt THe hElL lA..
tHE dRiFtiNg tHinGy iS juSt tHere lA, sUmtiMes iTS lIKE i'm sOrrY bUt i jUSt cAnt HElp iT..
cUs aLl oF uS aRe juSre dRiftiNg aPArT.
hAte to aDmIt bUt iTs tRuE..


aNd riGht mY studiES iS lIKe. i'M LOST. MAn! bEiNg iN tHis clAss IS lIKE ExTRa WrK And StUfF aNd iTS lIKE nO MAtTer hOW mUch eFfoRt u pUt iN. eVeryoNe sEems tO bE sMArtEr. iTs lIek sO dEnmOralIsiNg cAn/. aHhHH~ sO oFf lA.
tHis wOrLd IS sO iRriTAtiNg nOw.

oKAy, 8 mThs pASs. wHcH iS lIKe wEve sPend 8 mThs tOgEthEr. bUt i jUSe cAnt firgURe oUt wHy i fEel mORe And mORE in-SEcurE. yES, i'M aFrAid bUt wOuLd iT mAke thiS bEttEr?
wHAa..
sOrry i;M liKE sUpEr nEgAtiVe nOw lA. wTh.. iTs lIKE i;M tirEd oF qUArReLinG aNd sTuFf but iT JUrse wUn sEems tO eNd.. i';VE nV rEgRet, i'm jUrse tRyiNg hArDer tHAn bEfoRe tO hOld oN. hMMmm.. aNd liKE sUmtiMes i jUsT neeD u tO bE tHEre aND tO uNdErsTAnd lA.


i wAn u tO kNOw tHAt iT hUrts bUt i jUSt cAnt cRy lOuD eNoUgh fOr u tO hEAr, aNd rIght sUmtiMEs i reAlLy i wISh i cOULd wAlk aWay aNd tElL u iTs aLl oVer, bUt i kNOw i wUn bE aBlE tO dO iT bEcUS i kNOw u wUn cUm aFter mE aND i gUess thAts whAts hUrts tHe mOst.

mANn!

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